♥ Day By Day ♥

2010-09-07T14:45:00.002+08:00

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.

I hate you and everything we once were.

WhyCan'tIStopThinkingOfYou?

What Holiday?

2010-09-06T14:40:00.001+08:00

hello everyone! it's been ages since my last update

but i'm updating now before i go study and all. -.-

anyways. hols just started. and oh oh!!

within the past two days i watched step up twice!

first time in 2D second time in 3D

OMG IT'S SO AWESOME!!!!

the music is just GREAT and so are the dance moves.

my mom actually refused to watch it at first and told me to buy the dvd instead.

but i dragged her anyway. and she liked it!

it was her idea to watch it the second time. HA! i told you!

and i even dragged chee hoe into it.

he smsed me saying he's awesome.

i replied saying Step Up is awesome and told him to go watch it

he was complaining that it's been ages since he watched a movie.

next thing i know. he's watching the 4 o clock step up show.

and he had the same response as me.

screw the two star ratings. :)

I JUST LOVE THE WATER DANCE!!
its just soo..... AWESOME!
and if u talk to me often,
you are gonna have to bear with my rantings about how awesome step up is. :)

on sunday i'm flying off to vietnam again. like 3 weeks before pmr. =.=
i dont really wanna go coz i have to bring my books along.
i might as well just stay here and study.
but oh well. i'll go there. eat and eat and eat.
and become fat. :D

i'm gonna go study now. or at least try. :D
bye everyone!
have fun during the hols.
and good luck for TRIALS! :P

My Own.

2010-08-05T23:14:00.002+08:00

omg i miss my long hair. T.T
anywaysss
From now onwards.

all the pictures i'll be using in my blog posts will be MY OWN PHOTOS.

i took the photos and edited them myself. and i feel so proud of myself. xD

they are copyrighted. :P

hahaha i'm so happeee! look forward to my next posts.

i find the pictures AWESOME. :P
&& my new blog header is a picture i took on my way back from my hometown. :D
enjoy!

ILoveTheWayYouLie.

I'm Falling To Pieces.

2010-08-03T15:23:00.002+08:00

dumdeedumm.

i got bored.

took pictures.

edited. :D

waddaya think? :P

anywayss. last weekend i went out ALOT.

saturday went to the curve to watch inception.

its.... quite a nice show. but its somehow complicated.

there are some parts which i'm not so clear about.

but overall it was AWESOME. :D

went to jalan jalan. bought a cardigan.

skipped training to go potong rambut.

its super short now.. they chopped off like 3 inches.

why?

coz my mom told them to. == my darling darling long hair. T.T

the picture above was the before.

sundayy. went to watch salt with Michelle and Maybel.

its quite violent. sorta. but still it was quite nice too!

and then we went to Mynt at tropicana city.

i bought a nice tube dress. which i later noticed was on my coach's shop blog but his was a shirt. mine was tube. :D

and now. i shall TRY to go and study my oh-so-favourite subject.

SEJARAH.

WhenAHeartBreaksNoItDon'tBreakEven.

2010-07-28T14:22:00.001+08:00

Ever closed your eyes so tight,
that it hurt just to open them again.

Ever been so far away from reality,
that you'd think everything would be okay again.

And then BAM.
you're brought back to reality sooner than u think.

And everything just starts crashing down on you all over again.
When will this finally end for good?

2010-07-25T15:56:00.001+08:00

okayy! yesterday was our leo installation!

it was super sorta fun. the long sleeved shirts were gila hot.

so i was sweating the minute i got into skul. especially since i had to keep my uber thick vest on. -.-

i'm too lazy to go into details nor complain about how our music died while we were making our grand entrance. =.= but oh well. it was still fun i guess.

edalene came at 3 so i gave her my dress as u can see she is wearing in the picture above. :D

i'm still sooo happy to get my name tag.

IT HAS MY NAME ON IT!!! :P

hence name tag. but i'm just so hyper coz its so damn cool!! :P

nothing much happened after that.

but now i found out that i have like 7 huge bright red dots on my leg which is the result of mosquito bites.

ish its soooo ITCHYY!! OMG...

theres a possibilty i'll get denggi. but i know it wont happen.

but even so... theres a part deep down inside me which hopes to get denggi.

just to see how many people would care enough to ask how i am or visit me.

and to who are those people who actually, truly, cares for me.

~~HowMuchYouWannaBetThatNoOneWouldCare?~~

Save Me From This Heartache.

2010-07-21T17:09:00.001+08:00

Never Wanted This Never Wanna See you Hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.

It's 2a.m., feeling like i just lost a friend.

Hope you know this ain't easy for me.

2010-07-21T16:24:00.001+08:00

hello everyone!

i know its been like AGES since i've posted anything. but now i've decided to post something up before i start studying for my trials. which is extremely stressful.

heres a summary of wat has happened in the past 6 months or so?

2009

i went for my sister's graduation in adelaide. BOTH my parents went with me. from the far back of the hall i could still tell which one was my sister judging by how she slouched when she walked. xD took a video of her walking on stage just to show her. :P after that we went to melbourne to visit my cousins. which was a blast coz we went on christmas day. my uncle cooked up a nice dinner. and the next morning my cousins took us boxing day shopping. which resulted in only ONE pair of pumps. oh well. aussie aint cheap though.

2010

met a guy. got to know him. andrea hooked us up. and after three months. we broke up just one day before my exams. its a very very complicated story. but now, after a month or so. i'm still sore from it. even though i called it. it still takes some getting used to since we never went one day without texting or talking to each other. but it was for the best. i have got to keep that in mind. now we still sorta talk. although its probably not helping either of us. but i'm fine as long as we're still friends. :D

okayy! i went to vietnam after that break up. the picture on the top of this post is taken by me in vietnam right in front of where my dad stays. we went to halong bay and stayed overnight on the boat. which helped me clear my mind. that one night on the top deck just staring into the star-filled sky.... how i wish i could go back to that night. it was pure bliss. not a single sound to be heard. *except for the two german dudes and a guy snoring next to me.* it was just so amazing to look around and see nothing but mountains and darkness around you. listening to the sounds of water lapping against the boat. aihh. it was just such a relief to be surrounded by nature for once. gave me a breather. which of course didn't last long. things like these NEVER last long. but i told my mom about him in a gay pub while my dad was playing pool. i told her that he was my boyfriend since my sister had found out and told my mom. i was being honest with her. i told her we broke up. and she just nodded and said "No More." telling me to focus on better things in life. and like every other mother. she told me to study. which i didn object to so much. it could get my mind off things.

and so my life went on after that.... and here i am now. last saturday i had a competition at KDU college which was organized by chai and my mom. it was a hard match. but its the best i've played all year. i've somehow come to the conclusion that i play better when i'm single. xD okay! i'm just being lame! well yeah. our boys' semi-finals was the most chi-gek match. every team was in the hall watching and our girls were screaming at the top of our lungs to cheer on our boys. and it worked. our boys won bu4 21-19. it was really close because they were actually losing by 9 points. i'm proud of our skul. both teams got second place and it was a very good experience. tons of photos are on facebook. but i'll upload one or two here. :D enjoy~

and i just found out not so long ago. that the red lines on my legs are somehow broken veins?

andrea tells me that if i dont get it checked up and if it gets worse i might not be able to play basketball anymore.

i havent told my mom anything yet though. =/

may be my last post for a while. till then. bwuaiii!

~~'яάсћзґ <3~~

No More.

2010-07-20T22:52:00.002+08:00

No longer will i have someone to cry to.

No longer will i have someone to comfort me when i'm sad

No longer will i have someone to talk to every second of every day.

No longer will i see that smile looking at me.

No longer will you ever talk to me.

No longer will you ever look at me the same way.

No longer will you care for me.

No longer will you Love Me.

It's. All. Over.

ButIMissYouStill.

2009-12-13T12:49:00.000+08:00

helloooo!
i just woke up.
i know its like 12 noon.
but i was hoping to wake up just nice as my mom comes home for lunch like she said she would?
and it turns out she's not back yet?
even on a sunday she's working.
so i'm staying home and rotting. =]
there goes my hols.
i thought we could like go shopping or something.
but so far all we've done is watch movie and thats it.
coz my aunt and uncle from melbourne are here. so yeah.
right now they're in china. so i'm free.
but my mom's not.
i've only been out with choo and chee hoe twice.
in like the past two months? ~~*since i didn go to skul after i got my results*~~
its like so boring at home.
i go out with rueben to play basketball at sandy sometimes. but i just suck more and more everytime i try. T.T
even when i go for chai's training. gosh i feel like killing myself for that.
aihh... my hols are ending soon.
the only thing that i can look forward to is going to australia next sunday.
but its not much of hols.
i hope celebrating christmas with David And Simon will be fun after like 4 close to 5 years not seeing them.
thats all i gotta say now.
bye byeee!!

2009-12-09T22:05:00.002+08:00

i just changed the colour of my blog background.

i dont know how to match it?

got any suggestions? you'd be doing me a HUGE favour. =3

2009-12-09T21:55:00.001+08:00

WHY GIRLS LIKE GUYS

They always wear your favourite cologne (which happens to be the one you bought them for their birthday).
The way they run their fingers through your hair.
That look they give you that makes you just want to die right then and there.
The way they kiss your tears.
The way they get mad when they can't make your problems go away.
The way they make it their personal mission to ensure that you are never cold.
That confused look they get on their faces when you are mad at them--guaranteed to make your heart melt and the anger fade away.
The way they always let you win any game you play together.
...And when you point this out to them they pretend to not know what you're talking about.
That smile they flash that can make your stomach drop to your feet.
The way they call to apologize after you had a big fight.
The way they touch and hold you so gently, as if they are afraid they will break you.
The way they say, "I love you."
The way they kiss you.
The way they hold you when you are crying.
The way they think they are your big protector.
The way they say "I miss you," even though they hate to admit it.
The way you miss everything about them when they are gone.
The way they comfort you afetr you had a bad day.
The way they write you love letters even if they think it's uncool.
Regardless of whether you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them...it matters not. Because once they enter your life, whatever you were to the world,they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling the depths of their souls and you say a million things without even speaking, you know that your own life is consumed by their love. We love them for a million reasons; it is a thing, an indescribable feeling.

hmm(:
hey, i've finally found someone. :D

2009-12-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

Tagged by Andy!

At least there's something to type about. ;D

A. You prefer...

1. Alcohol or Mineral Water - Mineral water.
2. Blue or Pink - PINK!
3. Hot Guys ( Hot guys like Taylor Lautner ) or Cool Guys - Both. ;D

4. Good Looks or Brains - Both.
5. Taylor Swift or Taylor Lautner - TAYLOR LAUTNER!
6. Friends or Loved Ones - Both.
7. "Baby" or "Honey" - Honey?

B. Your kind of guy :

1. Alcoholic or Non-alcoholic - Non-alchoholic.
2. Good or Bad - Both. :D
3. Brave or Cute - Both.
4. Tall or Short - Taller than me. (:
5. T-Shirt or Suite -T-Shirt.
6. Coat or Leather Jacket - Coat.
7. Sunnies or Spectacles - Sunnies. :D
8. Caring or Rich - Caring. (:
9. Kisses or Hugs - Both.
10. Romantic? - Yeah.

C.Your Daily Activities :

1. After Breakfast - I don't eat breakfast.
2. Before School - online?
3. During School - try my best to study. (:
4. After School - Text.
5. Night - Tuition. T.T
6. Midnight - Online! :)
7. Holidays - die of boredom.

Tag 10 people:

1.Xin Yin

2.Elle

3.Denise
4.Suyinn
5.Jackie
6.Joan
7.Joyce Chan
8.Belinda
9. Calvin Hong
10. Darren Kok

1. What if 9 confesses that he/she likes you? [Calvin hong]
Never, even if the world ends. :P

2. Will you go out for a couple date with 3 if he/she asks to? [Denise]
er.. she's my sister?

3. Is 7 single? [Joyce Chan]
i think so?

4. Describe 1. [Xin Yin]
Girl With Many Many Problems. xD

5. Will you date 8? [Belinda]
err... no? XD

6. What is 2's nickname? [Michelle]
Elle, she likes it that way.

7. What do you wish to tell 10 right now ? [Darren]
You're horribly mean to me!

8. What is 5 good in? [Jackie]
CHEER! :D

9. If you were to do one thing to 4, what would it be? [Suyinn]
hmmm.... give her a bear hug. :D

10. Have you seen 1 cried ? [Xin Yin]
Yeah.

11. Is 2 crazy or geeky? [Elle]
Geeky?! No way. :P

12. Will you hold 7's hand and walk around? [Joyce Chan]
nope. xD

13. What do you think of 6? [Joan]
My Wonderfull IBUU!!

14. Will you kiss 3 when there is only both of you in the park? [Denise]
ITS MY SISTER!!

15. Is 8 sweet? [Belinda]
Haha. yup yup.

16. What is 9's hobby? [Calvin Hong]
Basketball Fanatic..

17. Will you date 10 to a high class restaurant? [Darren]
only if he's paying. ;P

18. Is 5 fitted to be a maid? [Jackie]
guess so? O.o

19. When it started raining, who will you seek for an umbrella ?
Guess? :D

20. Where would you go with 1 on a date ? [Xin Yin]
Err. we go everywhere? xD

Man i suck at things like this. i dont have enough friends to tag. most of them dont even read my blog. xD
shows how ~~*popular*~~ i am. T.T .
joking. i'm just lifeless.
tata!

2009-11-30T17:56:00.001+08:00

yeah i know its like super late to blog about the outing with chee hoe, choo and chee hoe's friends.

but i'm bored now so i'll just blog about it plus i dont plan on uploading pictures on facebook. (:

here goes.

well choo came over to my house. then we walked out to the coffee shops in front of my house. ended up walking to somewhere near jayadiri coz the coffee shop was closed. anyways. we ate and my mom came to pick us up from there.

we stopped by the house so i could get my stuff and we were off!

went there and somehow no one else was there yet. so i called chloe and asked for how many ppl so i got the tickets first.

then me and choo ended up walking around abit. then we saw three girls standing there. and i was wondering if they were chloe and hsu vern but then again i dunno coz they're chee hoe's friends and i've never met them before.

choo was thinking of some stupid prank which i'd rather not say. -.-

i dragged that girl and went to say hi. and it was really REALLY awkward. and so we waited for chee hoe.

and OMG i saw this guy with a freakishly scary mohawk. and it was chee hoe. xD

i got the tickets and also got watever food and drinks. chee hoe the stingy guy ended up sharing fod with me. =.=

we watched 2012 and it was like my second time watching?

everytime chee hoe would make a comment on the fat russian guys or whichever guy is fat.

then i would go like. "u'll end up like that"

and he'll start poking me in the ribs in attempt to tickle me but failed miserably coz i dont feel ticklish.

not by my waist at least. xD

well it hurt. bad. so i pinched him. xD

after the show we were walking around and went to eat.

everyone left their fries alone thinking chee hoe would eat it coz he didn buy ANYTHING.

after that chee hoe was playing pool alone.

while me, choo, mel yee and timothy went bowling.

haha u dont wanna know how that turned out. xD

after that i followed choo to secret recipe coz she got another gathering.

i had no choice but to follow chee hoe and his friends.

it was damn weird. i didn say a single word and just walked with them. and occasionally chee hoe would come and crash into me. i think the skin on my right arm got thinner? O.o

anyways. chee hoe told his friends that i was his cousin for the day. dunno he told them it was fake yet or not?

oh well. after that everyone left and it was only me, chee hoe and mel yee.

eventually the both of them had to meet other ppl so i waited for my mom.

now picture time!

i got this from choo's phone. the ones from hsu vern's professional camera are on facebook.

thats all. (:

got another outing with my two darlings on wednesday. i'll try and post up pictures with my new phone!

wheee!

toodles!

ToTextOrNotToText?

2009-11-29T14:46:00.002+08:00

It's Not That I'm Always Heartbroken.

It's Just That People Always Break My Heart.

2009-11-24T23:44:00.002+08:00

You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you
(Died for you)

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

Taylor Swift - Cold As You

2009-11-23T17:21:00.001+08:00

yeah i know i havent updated at all although everyone knows i have alot of free time now.
but just to update with u ppl.
i finally bought a new phone!!!!!!
i wanted a bar phone which means non slide non flip.
but there weren any good ones.
and its my first time using slide though. but i'll give it a try.
i'm so scared i'll break it or something coz it looks so vulnerable. O.o

tadaaa!!

i got the pink one!

when my mom went to the guy she was like

"do you have any pink phones? its her craze for pink now. " *points at me*

xD well it total costed about 900. its original price was 999. but they had this promotion for sony ericsson in 1u and it was their last day.

and i was lucky enough that the pink model just arrived that morning.

wheee..

well i'm charging it now. cant wait to try it out tonight. heeheee..

after that i went for the 1 on 1.

lost to pei qian again. cried.

i gave up halfway through the match. it was so obvious coz i didn even defend her.

i dunno why but i wasn thinking during that match. i was probably trying too hard not to cry. eesh

but after the match i ended up crying anyways.

but in the end i got third. and kristene got 2nd. Congratulations by the way!

i went out with chee hoe on friday. watch 2012 for the second time.

i still cried anyways. xD

chee hoe kept mocking the fat guys in the movie. so when i tembak back at him. he'd poke me at my ribs or TRY to tickle me which ended up in pain. coz i dont feel ticklish. whee!. xD

retard.

anyways. that day went sorta well till choo ditched me and i felt so awkward with chee hoe's friends.

i didn say a single word until i went home. O.o

but i had fun i guess.

on sat i watched 2012 for the THIRD time. i swear if i watch 2012 again i'm gonna kill myself.

i'm sick and tired of watching people die. gosh!

anyways. i guess thats all for now

I CANT WAIT TO TRY MY PHONE!!

WatDoYouWantFromMe?

2009-11-18T22:44:00.001+08:00

It's Finally Over.

I've Given Up On You.

2009-11-13T15:24:00.002+08:00

I'm So Scared To The Point That I'm Already Crying.

2009-11-13T15:12:00.000+08:00

I Guess This Is The Part Where We Go Our Separate Ways.

2009-11-12T23:56:00.000+08:00

Since when do you come around?
And the temperature’s changed, nothing’s the same
Left me in yesterday
You don’t see me that way, touch me that way no more
When'd you get so cold
I’m not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standin’ at the bottom of this mountain that we’ve made
(Mountain that we’ve made)
And the ground is shakin’ from all of our mistakes
(All of our mistakes)
But there’s no one,

Nothing but us that's in our way
It’s a matter of time
We can rewind

If only you knew
What my heart must do for you
I’m tryna break through
Don’t you think it’s worth the chance?
Let’s leave the past
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(Avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(Avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, oh)

We see what’s up ahead
Why do we stay, watching us fadin’
Trapped in by regret
There’s no way out, and there’s no way in, no
And it’s so cold
I’m not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standin’ at the bottom of this mountain that we’ve made
(Mountain that we’ve made)
And the ground is shakin’, from all of our mistakes
(All of our mistakes)
But there’s no one, nothing but us is in our way
It’s a matter of time
We can rewind

If only you knew
What my heart must do for you
I’m tryna break through
Don’t you think it’s worth the chance?
Let’s leave the past
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(Avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(Avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, oh)

The bond is breaking
And it’s taking over my spirit
(Quickly, quickly)
Something’s shifted
Have we drifted too far, apart now?

If you only knew
What my heart must do for you
I’m tryna break through
Don’t you think it’s worth the chance?
Let’s leave the past
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand? (Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(Avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(Avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, oh)
Avalanche

Marie Digby - Avalanche

IDon'tKnowHowMuchLongerICanHoldOn.

2009-11-02T23:11:00.000+08:00

btw!
my new banner is done by andy!!
Thanks hon! =)
*yeah yeah you're not my hon either.*

2009-11-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

sorry dear bloggie!
its beena ges since i updated.. T_T
just too lazy la. not much to blog abt anyways.

but here it is. EXAMS ARE FREAKING OVAAARRR!! WHOOPIEEE!!
and u wanna know wats up with me?
i left skul early today.
why?
stomache ache.
wats the cause?
GASTRIC.
gosh. it still hurts now.
i'm skipping skul tmrw.
SORRY DARLING! looks like you'll have to go another day without me. =/
oh well.. i ran up and down the whole skul for 4 hours non stop to get my freakin text books which could have been resolved in less than an hour if only SOMEONE would have told me that i could've gone to the other lab to get my text books since i already returned them last week. ishh.. waste of time

oh well.
other than that this friday is the starting of our long awaited basketball competition!!
me and choo have been bugging coach all year long to let us go for any competition. and FINALLY we are going for one.
but NOOO.. i have to get gastric NOW!! gawd.. if this doesn go away soon i'm so freakin screwed
oh well we get to wear last year's sin chew jersey!! whoopee!
i love that jersey. its nike and a nice blue colour too! i wanna buy it but coach said its sorta borrowed from his sponsor to his team.. T_T
oh well.. my internet connection is shitty now. i'm waiting for coach to stay online for more than 2 mins so i can discuss abt the competition coz we dont have our scheduele, training dates or our transport settled yet.
and i duwanna end up with my mom sending us there like last year..

i cant waitt!!!
well.. me and that guy have some very very little progress but its better than nothing.
i'm waiting for him to tell me when he's free then we go out!. but i'm trying not to get my hopes too high either.
thats all for now.
bwuaii! =3

WeClimbSoFastJustToFallAgain.

2009-10-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

How you do the Letter Meme:
Dear (the last person who left a comment on your blog).
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___.
I think I realized it when ___2______3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.___12___.
Loves;
-Your name-

P/S: You are so lifeless, ___13___, -The name of the person that tagged you-.

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favorite activities when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks - Ugly pig
Foosball - Silly duck
Shopping - French kisser
Dulging for food - Cranky banana
Movies - Smelly armpits
Snacks - Horny wolf
Snooker - Tiny nipples
Bowling - Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities - Vain pot
Having a long talk - Nose plucker
Taking pictures - Dumb bitch
Other - Burn yourself

& so

Dear ying ye,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'll join the monastery.
I think I realized it when that night At the Hare Krishna graduation and I saw you sit on my best friend. I'm sure you're open enough to understand that santa doesn't exist. I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your mom as a memory. You should also know that I always have felt dirty before a new life as a clone .best regards.
Loves;
Rachel

P/S: You are so lifeless, dumb bitch.

2009-10-02T11:37:00.000+08:00

Oh Baby there's something's that I have to tell you bout

Can't hold it in my heart

All this pain is breakin' me down

Thought I found my one true love

Couldn't show you how I feel

I was stupid baby my pride wouldn't let me be real

I'm asking for one more chance

Didn't know where you stand or

What your feelings demanded from me

I pleaded your wouldn't pass

You left me out in the rain

when you just walked away

This song is a story of a true tragedy

I gave up my heart

I tried to give you all of me

We've come to the ending somehow

I don't know what to do

But I don't wanna forget now

I love you baby, I still love you

This is the sound of honesty

I gave up my heart

I tried to be all I could be

My heart gonna wait forever

I'm still holding on to

All of our moments together

I love you baby, I still love you

We were so much in love

Tell me how could you forget

Wish you were here with me but

Memories are all I have left

It seems the promises

that you made to me were nothing

And you smile girl but I see your hurt within

I'm asking for one more chance

Baby give me your hand

So we can both understand this love

I pleaded your love wouldn't pass

all the pieces of my soul

want to live in your heart

This is the story of a true love tragedy

I gave up my heart

I tried to give you all of me

We've come to the ending somehow

I don't know what to do

But I don't wanna forget now

I love you baby, I still love you

This is the sound of honesty

I gave up my heart

I tried to be all I could be

My heart gonna wait forever

I'm still holding on to

All of our moments together

I love you baby, I still love you

Gotta close the door

Just like you did before

See my heart is broken

Baby I can't do it no more

Even though it hurts

I'll make a brand new start

And lay the rest all the moments

That played with my heart

But just before I do

I gotta let you know that

No man will love you more

So baby never forget

Listen, I'm without you

All I know is right now

I love, I'll always love you

This is the story of a true love tragedy

I gave up my heart

I tried to give you all of me

We've come to the ending somehow

I don't know what to do

But I don't wanna forget now

I love you baby, I still love you

This is the sound of honesty

I gave up my heart

I tried to be all I could be

My heart gonna wait forever

I'm still holding on to

All of our moments together

I love you , I will always love you, yeah

Rain - Love Story English Version

Hey

This is my story

It's true

Ok listen

Oh baby neoege hago shipeodeon geu mal

Naui mamsok aneseo nareul seulpeugehan geu mal

Uri saranghaetjiman gal su eobseotdeon geu iyul

Babogachi amumaldo jeonhalsu eobseone

Hanbeonman deo gihwereul jwo

Naneun mollasseosseo neoui maumi byeonhangeonji

Ajik neujin anhajanha

Bireotjiman chagapge doraseon ni moseub

Inoraeneun

Jinsilhaetdeon sarang iyagi

Modeungeol da

Bachyeotdeon naui iyagi

Hajiman ijen kkeucheul modu maejeobeorin

Jinagan naui sarangiya

I love you ajikdo saranghae

Isungane

Soljikhan naui mam sori

Modeungeol da

Bachilsu ineun dajimeul

Marhago ineungeoya naege dorawajwo

Yeongwonhi kidarilkke neol

I love you ajikdo saranghae

Oh saranghaetjanha neoneun ijeulsu ini

Chueoksogui sarang neoneun nareul ddeonatjiman

Nawa haetdeon yaksogeun amugeotdo aningeonji

Neoneun useumyeonseo naui yaegilhadeora

Jugeulgeot gachi nan apa oh no

Danji dan hanbeonman neowa hamkke halsuman itdamyeon

Nan sumeul shilsuga eobseo

Naui modeungeotdeuri neoreul wonhajanha

Inoraeneun

Jinsilhaetdeon sarang iyagi

Modeungeol da

Bachyeotdeon naui iyagi

Hajiman ijen kkeucheul modu maejeobeorin

Jinagan naui sarangiya

I love you ajikdo saranghae

Isungane

Soljikhan naui mam sori

Modeungeol da

Bachilsu ineun dajimeul

Marhago ineungeoya naege dorawajwo

Yeongwonhi kidarilkke neol

I love you ajikdo saranghae

Nado itneunda

Jumeok jwimyeo

Naemami gormaseo deo isangeun mothagesseo

Apeugetjiman

Kkeunheobeorilkkeoya

Neowaui gaseumsok modeun inyeondeureul

Hangajiman gieokhae neoui modeungeol da

Ana julsu isseotdeon namja nayeotdangeol

Ijen neo eobsido mwodeun haenaelkkeogo

Jigeum inoraereul deureo

Inoraeneun

Neol hyanghan sarang iyagi (ne sarang iyagi)

Modeungeol da

Bachyeotdeon naui sunjeongi

Huhwedoejinanha ijen ijeulkkeoya

Jinagan naui sarangiya

I love you ajikdo saranghae

Isungane

Majimak neol hyanghan moksori

Modeungeol da

Algoineun naui wechimi

Deullindamyeon naegyeote dashi dorawajwo

Yeongwonhi neoreul saranghae

I love you neomaneul saranghae

Baby please come back to me

I miss you baby

Rain- Love Story Korean Version.

IJustDon'tLoveYouNoMore.

2009-09-15T10:17:00.000+08:00

today,
choo came to my house.
we went to skul.
bumped into sher wu.
talked abt choir auditions which choo was joining.
then only it hit choo that she was REALLY going for it.

so to save herself.
she ~~asked~~ DRAGGED me along.
so from the moment i saw andrea until the auditions started.
which was like an hours difference.
i was scrambling everyone i knew for a song.

i ended up with the song New Classic (accoustic) by Drew Seeley.
after like singing wat seemed like i hundred different songs.
so we went for the audition.
and i kept having the feeling of backing out.
i felt like crying coz i was soooo freakin scared.
but choo made me stay.

we started doing the warm-ups.
was super messed up.
or maybe just me too blur.
then i saw rueben off stage.
and he gave me a thumbs up.
i was like... uh-oh...

but i sorta ended out quite okay..
they gave us a tune.
then we had to do a canon meaning we do the same tune,
but start at different times.
which can be super confusing.
the moment u hear someone else singing another part of the tune.
u have the urge to follow that person. so yeah.

i kept practicing with choo and nicole.
~~OH-MA-GAWD THIS WAS THE FIRST FREAKING TIME I HEARD CHOO SING!!!~~
ahem.
wasn used to singing in front of ppl.
so paiseh until i wanna die..
and chee hoe sumore go embarrass me kao kao last night! made me cry like shite!
anyways..
eventually me, choo, nicole and lisa natasha (our skul head prefect)
got teamed together.
we sang to the scales as usual.
and miss tracy made us go super high and super low.
then she told lisa to sing two lines from a song of her choice,
then me, then choo.
i dont remember if nicole sang or not coz i was shivering..
but i sang too soft, so she told me to sing again a second time.
in my head i was like... ~~sheeeet~~!!
but oh well.
she also asked if we had a music background.
turns out only nicole did.
actually me and choo do.
but i quit in std 6 and choo quit in std 3 i think?
so me and choo kept quiet. xD

well after aaaalllll that.
miss tracy asid that lisa was alto
i was soprano 2
choo was soprano 2
and nicole was a former member of choir and was soprano 1, but miss tracy changed her to soprano 2.
when she said me and choo were soprano 2.
we both turned and looked at each other. xD
choo said she could see the question marks on top of our heads. xD
we both thought we would get alto. coz we speak kinda looowww.. xD

after all that...
now i think maybe i dont wanna join even though i get chosen in.
coz i saw the "contract to hell" according to andrea.
there were soo many rules.
its too much commitment for me to handle.
i mean i'm already focusing on basketball,
choir is harder thatn basketball wei..
my mom read it too. and she found it ridiculous.
but she still encourages me to go for it coz its something different for a change.
but then again.. the practice is twice a week after skul, and u can never be late.
then by the time i get home i'll be tired.
and on mondays i have basketball training..
so it'll be like after skul go choir, after choir go basketball.
so i dont knoww.. and i have to pass up the forms today...
dang it.
how did i get stuck in this situation..

DaysHavePassed,StillNothingFromYou.

2009-09-12T15:36:00.000+08:00

You Were Suprised That I've Changed,
Became More Positive,
Well Just So You Know.
I'm Forced To Be Positive,
With All Those Days And Weeks You Never Said A Word,
If I Didn't Change I Would Never Ever Be Sober.

It'sAllYourFault.

2009-09-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

All my days
Were spent by the telephone
It never rang
And all I needed was a call
It never came.

2009-09-04T10:38:00.000+08:00

*soldier holding a gun and pointing at a couple*

soldier : when i signed onto the army, my girlfriend, she left me for a frenchman.
you look alot like the frenchman. *points gun*

guy: okay okay. take me, let her go.
*says to girl* its been very nice knowing u, happy birthday.

girl: no! no! no!

*the police comes and starts screaming at the soldier to put his gun down.*

girl: wait! wait! WAIT!
that girl, she broke your heart right?

soldier : yes. instead of killing u, maybe i'll kill myself and then she'll be miserable.

girl: well that's not gonna work. cause' time will pass and she'll be fine.
it's just the way it is.

soldier: well that just sucks. i kill myself, i'll be dead and she won't care.
if i don't kill myself, i'll have to live this miserable life.

girl: well we have to stay alive,
we have to know how this story ends don't we?

*soldier nods and puts gun down*

got this from "my sassy girl"
it was touching and meaningful.
u can turn it the other way around if a guy has hurt you.
whether its for love or a friend who betrayed you.
we have to know how this story ends.
no matter how suckish and miserable u may feel.
we have other friends around for that specific reason.
rely on them.
it makes them feel happy, and helps u too.

TimeWillHealEverything.

2009-09-04T10:29:00.000+08:00

the smallest comment i give.
and u change the way u think,
the way u are around me,
everything.

and when i really want something to change,
or when i'm telling u something.
u dont listen to me.
heck u dont even care.

won't u freakin listen to me and care for the freakin right things?
geez..

IGiveUp.

2009-08-19T22:46:00.000+08:00

say you're sorry
that face of an angel
comes out just when you need it to,
as i pace back an forth all this time
cause i honestly believe in you
holding ont he days drag on
stupid girl
i should've known, should've known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Maybe I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake I didnt know to be in love
you had to fight to have the upper hand.
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse,
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.

IDon'tGiveADamnAnymore.

2009-08-18T23:26:00.000+08:00

hey hey!
i know its been a looong while since i properly updated.
i've just bought a new com so i'm lazy la. xD
anywayss..
i'm caught up with geo project.
and with the fact that i'm flying to aussie this sat is worse.
which means that i wont have time to actually do my project.
and in a way i'm actually hoping to be quarantined for a week. xD

and yeah. in case u dont know..
i am going to adelaide this sat night to visit my sister!
and so far all i've done is draw the blardy map for KGT.
neither have i actually packed for aussie either. xD

MY GOD!!
my life is so screwed up now!
i feel like i'm meaningless to everyone.
i'm going crazy.
i'm confused.
i feel so... empty.

i just wish i had someone who would always be there for me.
someone who would care about me.
someone who would listen to my problems.
someone who would understand me.
someone who i would never fight with.
but i don't.
it sucks.

2009-08-14T01:08:00.000+08:00

It's not your fault those hands are cold
Clinging onto the wounds of the past
Afraid to love someone,
Turning your back against the true meaning of the story

The heart that is embraced melts slowly like ice

* to be loved by someone, by anyone
It Makes life shine like this
If it was me, I’d make your heart once again
Warm With undying love

Fate's play
Even though it makes your heart ache
When the tears end,
A single ray of light descends from the darkness
We can grasp it
We can feel the fierce painful touch of a person's warmth

Sorrow and loneliness
that every person endures

searching for a refuge to mend
yes,For you the place is here
don't worry, don't falter anymore
i will protect you

Beacuse it is love (as beautiful)
As It is miserably (don’t be afraid)
this beautiful(let you know my love)
This time is beautïful, it is ephermal (you know… let you know my love)

TVXQ - love in the ice.

It'sTooLateForYouAndYourWhiteHorse,ToComeAround.

2009-08-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

I'm looking for a lover not a friend,
Somebody who can be there when i need someone to talk to,
i'm looking for someone who won't pretend,
somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you,

and i'm looking for someone who undertstands how i feel,
someone who can keep me real and who knows always,
baby i like to have you in my way,
and i'm looking for someone who takes me there,
wants to share, shows he cares,
thinking you're the one that i've been waiting for

is it you? is it you?
maybe you're the one i've been waiting for,
could you be the one for me?
could you be the one i need?

i'm looking for someone to share my pain,
someone who i can run to, who would stay with me when it rains,
someone who i can cry with through the night,
someone who i can trust who's heart is right,
and i'm looking for someone,

and i'm looking for someone who understands how i feel,
someone who can keep me real and who knows always,
baby i like to have you in my way,
and i'm looking for someone who takes me there,
want to share, shows he cares
thinking you're the one i've been waiting for.

take for grant,
how much i care,
and appreciates that i'm there,
someone who listens,
and someone who i can call who isn't afraid of thought to share.

IJustWishIWasSpecialToYou.

Birthday Post!

2009-07-04T15:00:00.000+08:00

Edalene's Birthday! (3oth June)
my daughter's birthday just passed.
i was the first to dump water on her after running around the canteen chasing after her.
i cornered her and sprayed her then gave her a hug and ran home. xD
Happy Birthday Dear!

Joan And Tech Logg's Birthday! (4th July)
i gave tech logg's bday present yesterday at tuition.
i'm gonna give joan 10 bucks to get wat she wants coz i have no idea wat to get her.
xD
and i forgot to splash water on her now that i think of it. xD
oh well..
Happy Birthday Ibu!!
Happy Birthday Tech Logg!

It'sTheLifeILove.CavingIn.

2009-06-28T10:21:00.000+08:00

okay.
i watched transformers yesterday!!!
it was freakin awesome!!!
bumble bee actually cried man!!
and i just love the general lennox!!
but its so sad he's married though.. T.T
anywayss..
it still rocked..
and i cant scream to choo abt it coz she thinks transformers is like terminator. =.=
aihhh.. i cant change her mind bout that but just make her watch the darn movie..
but uwaahhhh.. okok.. chilling..

okay.. well i only slept at like 2 last night.
was up watching the history of micheal jackson.
thriller! thriller night! =)
i grew up watching his videos.
i idolized him all my life.
and i still dont believe he's gone.
but he made history.
u can name elvis presley, james brown and whoever..
micheal jackson was bigger than that. WAY bigger.
and u know wat my mom said?
she said maybe micheal might meet uncle james and entertain him.
u can say i'm crying when i'm typing this out but i mean everything.

all of us miss you dearly uncle james.
and i hope u know that.
and the whole world will miss micheal jackson- the king of pop.

may you rest in peace.

I'mStillWaitingForSomethingToHappen.AsIAlwaysHaveBeen.

2009-06-18T19:12:00.000+08:00

OMG....
i had to limp my way to the com.
i ihad to limp my way across the stadium
all morning.. wherever i wanna go i have to limp..
geezz..
so heres how today went.

i got there in the morning..
it was raining.. sudden rain.
then i went to meet choo in front of the gate.
then she helped my pin my number M303!
and then the potato teacher told us to help her carry water into the stadium..
man.. was it freakin heavy..

well.. then we had to go over to the other side of the stadium to watch the marchers..
and sit in the hot sun!!!
after that we went back over to the other side of the stadium and the events started.
i was waiting around for my events to start.. then i heard them announce for 4x100m runners
and i ran all the way down to the field..
i was the 3rd baton runner.
i didn know it was at the turning corner..
i hated that part of the track.
anyway.. when ig ot the baton i was 2nd.
then when i passed to leeann she sprinted all the way.
but tanya caught up coz she has longer legs and all..
so we got third.
better than nothing. =)

then then then.. i went back and met up with choo..
and hung around waiting for my 100m event..
then we went to the back of the stadium and were fooling around there..
then i went out front to check..
and cik cho was like.. "rachel! they're calling for u! syahirah went already!"
in chinese of course la..
then i went to the field and syahirah wasn there..
then i pulak was running around looking for the girl.
when i turned around she was ont he field de and i ran down to meet her..

well we went to the other side and waited..
before i knew it we were all jumping around at the starting line already.
the gun shot blew and we all started sprinting..
there were like 2 girls, one on each side..
they were quite close to me and were catching up..
so i pushed myself super hard to get ahead..
and i got 3rd.
joey wong got first
tanya got 2nd and i got 3rd.
i was so happy when i asked and they said that maju was 3rd!
wheeeee. xD
and oh yeah.. after thet event my left leg chou gan.
damn pain..
i limped my way bak to the stands
and when i sat down all my house runners were in front of me.
they were all asking if i was running 4x400 and i was like yeah yeah yeah..
then they said ITS NOW!!
i was like.. HUH!?!
then i got up and started limping all the way back..

they had the race with DU skuls and made us sit in the middle of the field in the hot hot sun.
i even had the time to go bak to the stands and get counter pain from the st john's.
choo being the smart ass go put extra on my leg and it was burning like mad!!
but it helped the pain lah.
then when i got there they were starting de.
i waited around for my turn to come..
i was the 3rd runner..
and when i got the baton we were 4th place..
so i ran like shite to catch up with the berjaya girl in front of me..
i managed to catch up with her so we were running side by side..
but then at the last turning i lost it and i slowed down drastically..
aihh.. I WAS SO FREAKIN CLOSE WEIII!!! UGHHH!!

well anyway.. i got my 4x100 medal later on and i'll get my 100m medal on monday.
hopefully rueben snapped nice pics of me and i'll bug him for them soon. bye..

I'veBeenGivingOutChancesEverytimeAndAllYouDoIsLetMeDown.

2009-06-17T17:15:00.000+08:00

whoo....
i just woke up from my nap..
had saringan this morning...
i got third for 100m
i dont know wat i got for lontar peluru..
but i doubt i got it..
and i screwed up my 200m.

i was running around the corner..
and the moment i reached around the corner to the finishing line.
i died. xD
takda strength de..
so i got last. T.T

and after i got over the finishing line my head was spinning,
and i couldn walk in a straight line.
marcus said i was weak. =.=
WELL AT LEAST I'M NOT THE ONE WITH THE BUTT CRAMPS!
i bumped into marcus before my 200m run and he was holding his ass and walking around.
lmao!
i was like.. "butt pain?"
he said "yala!"
xD cacat..

well anywayy..
i qualified for tmrw's 100m
and i still got my 4x100.
aih..
well at least now i'll have my husband with me! =D
choo sadly didn get into the finals for robotics so she's coming for sports day tmrw.
xD i'm not being mean or anythinggg...

well choo told me to use law of attraction...
but my retard head keeps thinking the opposite..
so i'll try.
and keep on trying to the very last minute.

well wish me luck tmrw! its the only chance i have of getting comething. xD
tata.

GO MAJU!

iLy.<3

2009-06-15T21:51:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalalalala..
skul started today...
i went to skul.. xD
got my results back..
woohoo.. my marks are horrible.. T.T
hopefully my bookmarks and project marks will pull it up.

anywayy.. i just found out today that my skul sports day is this thursday..
and thats not it!!!
the saringan is on wednesday!!
stupid ppl nvr tell us before hols..
wat the crap!

well rueben told me on friday at the mamak..
but i was... dazed..
so i didn really put that into my head..
and now its permanently in my head!

i went to see cik cho today..
to sort out the runners and all.
and if any of you maju ppl are reading this!
for Form 1s tmrw meet in front of the bilik guru at 3.45!!
and the form 2s also! but for form 2s meet at 4.20!.
they're both during reccess.. so u have to excuse that u cant get out of class coz of the teachers or anything.
u have to be there to get ur numbers for the saringan!

and well.. after that i went looking for that chicken of a guy JUSTIN PETERSON LO!
dunno where on earth he ran off to so i had to go to his class and wait for him.
after that we were off running around the skul as usual... aihh..

well anyway.. after that nothing much happened.. tmrw's basketball club was cancelled..
the retarded basketball coach wasn replying pn anis so she cancelled it.
my class is too far away from the speaker so when she made the announcement my class couldn hear it.
oh well.. that shows how smart my skul is.

well i sent that guy an sms.
like half an hour ago....
i'm still waiting. =)
any time noww....

well i'll probably post tmrw again.. maybe.
if i do.. it'll be a freakin nervous me posting.
AAAHH!! i'm so scared of running!!..
i never ran in a stadium before in my life!
holy crap!
T_T.

how much i wish he was here to help me calm down.
how much i wish he actually cared that much about me.
how much i wish he put more effort into spending time with me.
how much i wish he would say love u every time we said goodbye.
how much i wish he would call me 3 times a week.
how much i wish he loved me as much as i do.
how much i wish he knew i how feel right now.

AtLeastSayYouLoveMe.

2009-06-13T21:52:00.001+08:00

helloooooo people!

in case u still dont know..

i went for the estee lauder model search thing today!

my mom thought it'd be fun. xD

so we went there at 1 for our appointment.

and we finished everything at abt 4 or 5.

i had to walk around 1u with that make up on.

ppl were staring...

it was weird...

but anywayyy..

rueben desperately wanted to see me in make up. xD

but he went to kl and tropicana city instead.

and when i left 1 u. rueben came. xDD

wahahahahahaha

and then when i got home..

and took my bath and tried soo freakin hard to get all the make up off.

i checked my phone and saw that both chee hoe and rueben had smsed me saying that they saw each other at 1u.

lmao!

anywayy.. i'll just tell the proccess through pictures. =D

The Beginning

Make Up!

Hairdo!

Tadaaaa~!

The Arranged Outfit As Well!

AND AND AND!!!.

THE FINAL PHOTO SHOOT!

wheee.. aint i preeeetty? xD

thats abt it for my day. hope u ppl liked the pics!

AtLeastSayYouLoveMe.=(

2009-06-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

yes yes i havent updated in ages.
yes yes my blog has virtual cobwebs.
yes yes wan ee is annoyed by looking at my blog.
.
so now i'm updating.
well to shorten the past month.
i went for MSSS.
my jersey number was 6 (=.=)
some guy confessed to me.
i fell for him.
and now the tables are turned.
long story.
.
my aunt from melbourne came down.
she stayed with me for a week.
we couldn do much as it was exam week and i still had to go to skul.
but all i know is that she couldn stand the heat. xD
.
i screwed up my sejarah and science.
hopefully my maths gets an A.
i'm quite confident with maths??
choi choi choi. dont jinx it.
.
and... hols started. my first week was spent at home.
rotting.
playing a game which scares the hell outta me at some point.
and practically drove my brain haywire.
so i gave up. xD
but i got to be a wolf in the game!
wahaha.. ignore that.. in a hyper mood now.
.
second week my dad came.
spent practically all week following him around the whole of kl.
doing his banking. which killed one day.
went to the hospital. killed another day.
and the rest aint much of a diff.
but mostly whenever his friends called he'll just drop me home and
off he goes!!
.
and today.
is the first day.. in a looooooong time that i went to sandy to play basketball with friends.
it was fun.. laughed like hell thanks to rueben. -.-
one certain guy was there.
it was abiit awkward..
but i tried my best to communicate.
sad jackie wasn there to force us to talk like how she did last year. xD
well he had to leave early.
his reason was that it was boring??
but i wont say anything.
.
wan ee noticed the huge change in my expression and mood.
she told rueben.
so rueben spent most of the day smsin me tryin to cheer me up.
his usual lame-ness worked.
he's a total retard.
but a great guy.
its always fun to be around him. =)
.
anywayyss..
something shocking happened.
my dad went to sandy park.
and he the smart ass didn wanna come out from the car.
so i would occasionally run down and talk to him through the window.
then, THAT certain guy went to pick up a ball nearby. and was facing me and my dad.
in other words he was straight ahead of me.
my dad followed my gaze and looked at him.
then HE WAVED AT MY DAD!!
AND THATS NOT IT!!
MY DAD WAVED BACK!!!
i was like OMIGAWD!!!!
my dad didn mention anything at all..
so i was like.. WTH!?
.
shocking la.
i told chee hoe..
and he laughed his fat ass off. xD
.
anywayy.. after the basketball crap..
we went jakun park.
for some jakuns.
meaning the park behind jaya diri.
if u dunno where jaya diri is,
go kill urself.
JUST JOKING!!
i dont wanna be held responsible for anything.
not like anyone would listen to me anyway.
OKAY!
bak to topic.
.
we met chu kai.
not sure if thats how to spell her name..
but omigod!! her hair mann!!
syiok mann.
i know choo loves it.
so choo thinks she can pull it off. xD
i have no idea..
but when choo gets her hair cut like that.
i swear i'm gonna laugh my ass off. xD
.
so after that.. we went to mamak. all of us got 2 drinks.
except for wan ee.
and makan de then go atria.
i bought a lame ass book so that my mind wont go emo.
and it would keep me occupied anywayy..
but i didn end up reading it, xD
.
after that wan ee left.
then chu kai was going the other way.
and rueben being the nice fella.
he walked me home.
then after that he went to makan cendol i think??
then he started smsin me and complainin bout his freakin com.
and as i said before.. he was trying to cheer me up.=)
i'm hype coz i had chocolate. wheeee xD
.
anywayy.. my basketball today damn gai dou!
sekali my shooting got better?
but then again.
that might just last for today only.
aihhh.. anywayy..
i'm gonna go.... find something to do..
lalalaalalaa..
yes i know i'm crazy.
when i'm sad, i go crazy.
and probably hyper too. =)
wheee...

oh yeah oh yeah!!
i'm going to 1u tmrw.
some of u ppl might know abt the estee lauder model search?
my mom found it fun when we went to 1u just now.
so she made me an appointment to do the photo shoot tmrw.
i have to put on make up, do my hair, and wear a dress.
all which i dont mind doing.
but the prob is my skin tone.
coz of basketball...
i'd probably look like a zebra?? xD
damn sad la.
i'm actually very very VERY fair.
but basketball tanned me.
so from my knee to my ankle its really dark.
and from my shoulders down. its dark too.
and my face.... its okay guaaa..
aihh.. oh well.. hopefully they let me bring my camera for the shoot tmrw.
i'll snap pictures for u keh-poh ppl!
xD

WontBeGettingAnySleepTonight.

2009-04-24T10:55:00.000+08:00

Did you forget that I was even alive?
Did you forget everything we ever had?
Did you forget, did you forget about me?
Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget we were feeling inside?

Now I`m left to forget about us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can`t forget it
So now I guess this is where we have to stand

Did you regret ever holding my hand?
Never again, please don`t forget, don`t forget
We had it all, we were just about to fall
Even more in love, than we were beforeI won`t forget, I won`t forget about us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong

Our love is like a song you can`t forget it
Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song, you can`t forget it at all
And at last all the pictures have been burned
And all the past is just a lesson that we`ve learnedI won`t forget, please don't forget us

Somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song but you won`t sing along
You've forgotten about us
Don`t forget

-DemiLovato; Don`t forget.

2009-04-19T21:14:00.000+08:00

yes yes yes i know i havent been blogging in long time.. and so i had MSSD. i wont say much. i'll just cut it short.

1. we won the first round agains bu2. i think the points were 48 - 35??? forgive me if i'm wrong.

2. we also won the second round agains DU. i forgot the points

3. we won the third round against BSD1. also forgot the points. xD

4. we lost to bu3 in the finals. this one i remember! 117 - 15!

5. we got second place

6. i dont know. i forgot. xD

hahaaa. i'll let the pictures do the talking from here on. =)

Edalene ( My Daughter), Choo (My Husband), Me.

The Boys Drying Off Ther Clothes. xD

Choo Sleeping. xD

Second Place. =)

Edalene, Pearly, Me

DJ VS BU3

DJ VS BSD1

Choo And Her Cramps.

ScaredShitless.

2009-04-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

Maybe....

I Should Just Walk Out Of Your Life.

2009-03-25T23:49:00.000+08:00

I Admit.

You're Like A Boyfriend To Me.

You Mean So Much More To Me Than Anything Else.

But I Don't Seem To Be Anything Important To You.

And That's What Hurts The Most.

It's Like I Only Matter To You For The Moment.

When I'm Gone.

Another Person Takes My Place.

If Only You Knew How Important You Are To Me.

If Only You Knew How Much You Mean To Me.

If Only You Knew How Much You Influence Me.

In A Good Way Of Course.

I Look At You And See So Much Potential In You.

It Makes Me Wanna Work Harder To Be Like You.

You're Smart.

And I'm Only One Class Away From Being Ur Standard.

I Know How Wrong This Sound But It's The Truth.

I Mean It. Every Single Word.

I Don't Know Why.

But You Play A Very Important Role In My Life.

I Miss The Times Where We Used To Fool Around.

I'm 5000 Miles Away.

But It Doesn't Seem To Bother You One Bit.

But It Bothers Me Alot.

I Miss You.

I Don't Know.

Maybe I'm Just Thinking Too Much.

It's Just The Way I Am.

Stop Bloody Thinking So Much.

It's Driving Me Crazy!

Stupid Negative Thinking.

ILoveYou.IMeanIt.

2009-03-20T16:27:00.000+08:00

You Make Me Worry About You Alot.

You Keep Going All Emo On Me.

It Keeps Making Me Think I Did Something Wrong.

I Don't Know Wat's Going On In Your Head,

But I Don't Know Wat To Do Either.

You Know That I'm Always Here.

But You Keep Shunning Me Away.

And All This Happens When I'm 5000 Miles Away.

Why?

You Know I Love You.

Don't Get Me Wrong.

I'm A Straight Person.

I Love You As A Friend.

But Wat Did I Do Wrong?

YouKnowILoveYou.

CNY Photos

2009-02-05T21:08:00.000+08:00

okay i'm not gonna type out my CNY story. its too long and i'm lazy. so i'm just gonna post up pictures. for the sake of too many ppl complaining that my blog is dead. and belinda wants to see my pictures. xD anyway.. hope u like the pictures. and the labeling is abit messed up. xD
enjoy!

My 14th Birthday.

my sis being mean.

cuzzies!

my hair with the streamers all over it. even my shirt has it.

brithday cakie!

the last bit. -.-

trying desperately to get it out of my hair. it got tangled

after a while my hair was all covered.

the starting of getting sprayed.

was abt to cry. dont ask why.

Camwhoring.

temple decorations

little hei hei. a girl from the temple

more camwhoring

temple

my 16 year old cousin posing. xD

frist black jack. XD

ngeeeee~~

She's soooo adorable!! uwaaaaaa~~

-ALittleTooNotOverYou.

2009-01-06T00:42:00.000+08:00

gah. just got bak from shanghai around 3 days ago since its 1 now.
skul started today.
wont have time to update no more.
want pics? go to my friendster. if u can find it. wahhahaha.. if u guys know me then u should be able to find my friendster.
if not u can always ask around. xD
china was cold. extended one more week coz my mom wanted us to spend more time with my dad.

one thing is. in china. i AM old. i went to a pub and the bartender thought i was 19. he got a shock when my dad told him i was 13.
the bartender said he was fooled by my face. *oh hallelujah!=.= geezz*

and when we went to a shop to buy a bag the lady there guessed 22. and it was her FIRST guess. after that it even went up to 25. OMG!!! do i really look THAT OLD!?!?

haihhhhh... new year. new class. new friends. new bag. new books. new hairstyle. new look.
i sure hope old friends dont change thou. rite choo? u promised neh? =)

well its late. *wow. thats a first*
i've got ntg much to say. if u want an update abt china. spam on my cbox. the next time i sign in i'll TRY to fill up the space in my blog.

hope u all like the small pic changes in my blog. annyeong!

IWishThisWouldAllEnd.IDon'tWantToHurtAnyone.Can'tWeJustBeFriends?

2008-11-30T23:24:00.000+08:00

Have To See You Tomorrow.

I'm Scared. Nervous. Worried.

My Mom Just Has To Follow Us Around. =.=.

Darn.

mom.letmegooutwitmyfriendsalonewillya?

2008-11-30T23:17:00.000+08:00

Watched Twilight Yesterday.
It rocked out loud!
I LOVED IT AND I STILL DO!

even my sister said it was sweet!

OMG!! i sooooo love it! cant wait for new moon where i can see more of jacob.

WHEEEE!!!

i.dont.wanna.be.the.one.to.break.ur.heart.

2008-11-18T11:21:00.000+08:00

You Know I Love You.

But I'm Just Not Ready.
Not Yet.

You Should Know.

2008-11-16T14:59:00.000+08:00

You Should Know,
I Gave Up My Chances Of Winning So I Could Keep You As A Friend.
I Saw Your Expression When I Chose To Team With Someone Else.
So I Felt Guilty And Put My Hand Down.

You Should Know,
That I Chose You Over Winning A Competition Which I Have Won For 2 Years Straight,
So I Wouldn't Hurt You.
Even Though I Got Scolding For Making That Choice.
I Hope You Appreciate It Though.
I Really Love You Girl. As A Friend.
You Should Know That By Now.

Girl, I Still Wonder If You Would Make The Same Choice I Did,
If You Were In My Shoes.
I Want To Keep You As My Best Friend For As Long As I Can.
But I Find It Hard,
Cause' You Get Mad At Me Easily.
We Often Disagree With Each Other.
But We Somehow Work It Out.

Girl, You Should Know,
Competition Is A Competition.
If I Choose To Go To A Better Team,
Please Respect My Choice.
Competition Means Competition,
Whatever Happens On The Court Stays On The Court.
It's Something You Have To Learn In Life.
After The Competition,
We Are Still Friends,
No, Best Friends.
No Matter What, I'll Always Be Here For You,
I Want You To Know That.

Girl,
Please Understand.
I Want You To Learn To Differentiate Competitions And Friendship.
Competitions Last A Few Days,
But Friendship Can Last Forever If You Want It To.
If You Let Small Matters Get In The Way Of Our Friendship,
Then It Won't Last As Long.
I'll Take A Chance In This Year's Competition.
But Please Understand In The Future Competitions,
That All Of Us Want To Win,
So We Go With The Best Players.
The Greed Of Winning Takes Over.
But Remember. At The End Of The Day,
When The Competition Is Over,
The Friendship Is Back.

Everybody Wants To Win,
I Know You Do Too.
So Please Understand,
When I Choose To Team With Someone Else,
It Doesn't Mean I'm Betraying You Or Anything Like That.
It's Just The Fact That I Want To Play With The Best.
I Hope You Understand This.
Let Me Know When You Do. XD

B, ThisIsForYou.PleaseUnderstand.

Irritated.

2008-11-16T14:50:00.000+08:00

Stop Being Such A Drama Queen.
You're Getting On My Nerves.

You Act Like You Know Everything,
But You Don't Even Know Half Of What The Hell's Going On In Your Life.

Stop Acting Like A Drama Queen.
I Know You Want The Attention.

You're Freaking Me Out.
You Keep Giving Other People Crappy Advice,
Just Cause' You Think You Know What's The Situation.
But You Obviously Don't.

Leave Me Alone.
I'm Scared Of You.
You're Really Getting On My Nerves.
And You Wonder Why People Don't Like You?

Don't Go Trying To Fix Other People's Problems When You Can't Even Fix Your Own.

I'mTooScaredOfHurtingYou.SoIWon'tSayAnything.

Twilight

2008-10-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE THE TWILIGHT SERIES!

i've finished reading twilight and new moon so now i'm gettin eclipse from a friend.. i love the story!! even though its not real i still love the characters! i officially claim myself as Bella coz she gets Edward and at some point gets Jacob too.. =D.. and Taylor was born on 11th february 1992.. and i'm in 1995.. so he's only 3 yrs older than me.. still got chance, still got chance.. XDD.. I WANT TAYLOR LAUTNER!! and he also has a Maltese named Roxy.. and maltese is the dog i've ALWAYS WANTED!! OMG!!! I SERIOUSLY WANT HIM NOW!! AHHHH!!!

Taylor Lautner.. *melts*
Jacob Black! Killer man!The Cullens.

They make Edward seem like such a nice guy that i hate the book but yet love it! XDD.. i so wish the story was real and that i was Bella.. woohoo.. that would be nice.. =D.. lol.. i cant wait to finish the series which xin yin already killed for me.. -.-.. but i dont care i'm gonna read it anyway..

&&&! twilight is comin out in cinemas but they say it wont show in malaysia.. if it doesn i swear i will kill whoever stopped the movie!! my other alternative is to either get my uncle in US or my sister in aussie to get the CD for me.. I DONT CARE! I NEED TO WATCH IT!! the trailer was soo tempting!! AHHH! i'm hooked.. sheet!

so here's the trailer that i think is the best so far.

oh yeah. and in new moon when bella kept saying she was goin crazy.. I went crazy too.. the story affects me very badly apparently. =/.. oh well.. I STILL LOVE THE SERIES!! and also i wont be updatin very much after this.. and also..
GOOD LUCK IN THE FINAL EXAM!

WhenYouCanLiveForever,WhatDoYouLiveFor?-Twilight

Tagged By Andrea

2008-09-20T15:27:00.000+08:00

RULE #1: People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2: Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
hell yeah!

2. Would u fall in love with a girl thats older than u? (For Boy) / a boy than younger than u? (For Girl) ?
i'd try not to.. if that guy was really worth it.. maybe?

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
andrea's? XD

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
i might spend it on wat i want.. and give the rest to my family.. and maybe travel?

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
depending on which best friend.. XD

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
i would say loving someone and being loved by that someone is blessed.. =D

7. List out your 15 favourite song :
1. Home- micheal buble
2. what you got (accoustic)- colby o'donis feat akon
3. crush - david archuleta
4. this is me (piano version) - demi lovato
5.爱来过 ai lai guo - hebe from S.H.E
6.你最近还好吗? ni zui jin hai hao ma?- S.H.E
7.来不及 Lai Bu Ji- S.H.E
8. Fall for you- secondhand serenade
9. i'm still here - john rzeznik
10. pictures of you- the last goodnight
11. 斗牛,要不要 dou niu yao bu yao - Tank
12. time of my life - david cook
13. closer - neyo
14. forever- chris brown
15. Hey! Girl - DBSK동방신기

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
i'll either wait for him it he's worth it, or try my best to get over him.

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
there's alot. take ur pick.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
watching the one you love, love someone else.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
dont know. dont wanna know.

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
friends, family, and certain other people. :)

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
cute. pretty. strict pengawas. short. XD smart.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich. if i was married and poor.. we'd only suffer more.. so i'd rather be single and rich but be able to help my family and friends.

15. What is your favourite colour?
black. duhh~

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
i did. he didn't.. depending if he's worth it all..

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick??
i would go for the one i think is better and closer to me.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
if that person is someone i hold dear to me. yes. but i will not forget wat happened. but i will forgive.

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
if the guy really loves me and i love him. i would rather be in a realtionship.. but if it wasn that way.. i'd rather be single.

Next 5 tag:
Belinda. Nadia. Suyinn. Pearl-Lyn. Joyce Chan

P.S.I'mStillNotOverYou.

Referee Training Course

2008-09-19T19:49:00.000+08:00

okay.. a few days ago i went to the bathroom in skul wit belinda.. and as we walked bak we passed by 1 kempas and i saw pn Ainis inside.. i waved to her and she came out to tell me abt this training course and she said it was for "jurulatih" which means coach for some of u who dunno BM.. but she told me that it was rm 60 and the prob is that it is on the 2 days on the weekends and it continued for 2 weeks.. but.. in between those 2 weeks was my exams.. so i told her i'd go home and ask and let her know the next day.. i went bak to class hitting belinda saying that i wanted to go but i was so sure that my mom wouldn let me coz of exams.. but who knew.. when i went home and told my mom she was like "okay, so u better start studying now." i was like.. wat just happened?? i was soo happy..

soo.. the next day i brought rm 60 to see pn ainis.. and then i had to go up and down lookin for Encik Khairul..then i had to go look for another dunno wat na me teacher downstairs..then i ended up goin up again wit that teacher to see encik khairul.. and i'm so glad wen xia was wit me.. at least i wouldn be alone.. encik khairul gave me the "good" sign coz i was form 1 and goin for this trainin.. then there were no guys goin so encik khairul gave wen xia a paper to go look for the guys and make them go if not they cannot go for competition.. so i heard from chee yuet that puochuin and jun wei went to eddie's class and force him to go.. and they all told him it was a trainin to be a COACH.. but then the next day pn ainis told me to go to her table and get a form to read a bt the details.. i copied it down and all.. then later that night i smsed eddie and told him all the details.. after that he called me and asked if it was referee or coach... he said he was conned and he dint wanna go coz its referee.. then i told him to go sort it out coz i wasn the one in charge.. and that time when he called i was walking to tuition..

so the nest day was a wed which was a holiday.. and on thursday training was cancelled again which i still have a grudge against coach for it.. and when i went into class.. and i just given ai jin her nicely wrapped bday present from me.. then edalene was tapping on my shoulder and pointed at the door and i turned around and saw eddie.. XD.. it was soo unexpected.. and it was pretty amaizng how the hell he knew my class?? anyway.. he called me out and i told him that if no guy went then they couldn go for competitions.. and he asked if form 1s can so i was like okay la.. then he went to go and look for calvin.. then i just realized that i had told jackie to ask rueben before class to see if he could go.. so then i went to ask teacher to go and look for eddie.. and she was like.. "abang kamu ke?" i was like.. NOO!!!! EDDIE IS SOO NOT MY BROTHER!! *although i wish i had one like him.. but i dont.. * so i dragged edalene wit me.. and we went to 2 keruing.. and just my luck that eddie had JUST went into his class.. i made edalene go in to call him.. and then i told him bout rueben.. and he said to go and tell calvin not to tell encik khairul yet coz eddie had told calvin to go and look for teacher durin reccess.. and then eddie was like "if got anything else just come and look for me lah. " as he walked bak into class.. i was like.. as if i got so much time to go looking for u? anyway.. after that have to go 1 batai.. and tell calvin not to go lookin for teacher.. then go bak to class and drop dead on my table.. =D

then today.. i met wit rueben and bugged him abt telling me if he was goin or not.. and he eventually told me " yala i'll go lah!!" so i told him to go and see encik khairul.. and he said that when encik khairul sees him he will laugh for sure.. anyway.. at least now i got a partner lo.. its better for rueben to go so at least i have someone i know goin wit me.. =D... but i am dragging him into torture too.. oh well.. as long as he doesn know.. XDD

ICantStandLookingAtYou.ButIStillWantTo.

Sorry- 2 months into 1 post

2008-09-15T22:40:00.000+08:00

sorry.. i've been lazy to update laa.. anyway i'll just say that the 1 week hol that was like.. last month of maybe longer than that.. i went bak to my hometown in johor again to pray for my uncle..
to see my grandmother cry like that made me cry too.. i turned away and looked up as if looking into the sky so my tears would go bak in.. when no one was looking i wiped them away.. then we burned the things for him and went home... my grandmother as usual went into depression and even until now.. she isn eating properly.. so well she's got most of my family worrying bout her..

and the fact that we're 3 hrs apart makes it even worse.. and now.. i'll continue to the fact that at the end of the week on friday we went to genting.. and coz we had a small lil annoying "guest" wit us.. we could only play indoors coz we dint wanna lose our lil guest.. and so.. it was a pretty boring day.. then at night.. my aunt made a nice dip wit nachos and we snacked into the night.. then we went to sleep.. we had 3 rooms.. my mom and me wit my other 2 cousins took one room.. my cousins slept on the bed while me and my mom slept on the carpet floor.. i decided to move up onto the couch.. and i had a super thick blanket on me.. and i was wearing shorts to sleep..

my body started heating up so by the time i woke up in the morning i had fever.. and i got out of the blanket and stood up.. but then my eyes suddenly kinda went blank and i dropped bak into the couch.. and after a while i stood up and waited for my eyes to see properly again and then took my nice huge but thick billabong jacket and put it on.. then my mom said that my grandmother had went out for a walk.. so i walked out the bak and then there was the golf course.. i walked further down wit my 2 cousins which had already woken up and then i went to say my good mornings to my grandmother and we had a sifu that came along wit us.. and i greeted her too.. we all took deep breaths of fresh morning air..

then we walked bak to the rooms.. and i went to my aunts room thru the bak and my OTHER cousins were all slumped on the couch.. then my mom came over and she told me to take a walk wit her.. so we went in the opposite direction and my cousin shouted across asking me y dint i feel cold coz i dint change out of the clothes i wore to bed.. so i wore my pink flowery pants out for a walk.. i shouted bak that i had my super thick billabong jacket to cover me.. and she was like okay.. so me and my mom took a walk and started talking bout how nice things would be if we actually had this weather down in kl and we were talking bout alot of other things..

then after that some of my family members went down for breakfast and the rest stayed in the hotel room eatin breakfast.. after that my younger cousins wanted to go swimming and dragged me along too.. so i was like *wat the heck.. i haven gone swimmin in 2 yrs since my dad went overseas* so i wore the same shorts and shirt since the night before and went swimming..

and who knew.. after that on the way bak from genting.. i slept throughout the journey and then woke up wit my fever bak and even worse.. i went to lie down at my aunts hse and fell asleep for a while.. then i could hear ppl screaming and shouting.. turns out my lil cousins were in the room.. so i got up and went downstairs..

anyway.. then i lepak till my mom came bak from dinner and then i ate the food they got and went home..

Mooncake Festival

okay.. so i celebrated the mooncake festival wit Shu Yi, Pei Yi, Chee Yuet and shi hui.. joyce and jackie cancelled last minute coz they had somethin else that came up.. and so i was beggin rueben to bring his basketball.. and i also told chee yuet to tell pei yi to bring theirs too.. and lucky they did coz within the 20 mins that we reached sandy park rueben and jumped, hung on to the metal ring.. but let go and the wrong time and fell onto the ground back first.. he lied down there practically dead and sorta screamin in pain.. wel not really screamin la.. more like moaning.. aynway. a guy that was sittin nearby came over and helped rueben up and pulled him aside and told him to lie down straight..

and now rueben was lying down at the pole of the basket.. i saved his life coz i caught an air ball that would've hit his head... and i almost missed the ball too.. i was juggling it as it was going closer to rueben.. XDD.. rueben was screaming coz he saw the ball..LOL.. then rueben screamed and the lil boy who shot the ball saying that if he shot another air ball rueben would kill him.. but the lil boy dint listen.. tsk tsk.. oh well.. then rueben's dad came and rueben's bak was okay.. only that he sprained his wrist..

and after he left the rest of us played basketball wit pei yi's ball.. we played till i saw shi hui's lil brother come running around the basketball court.. then i was like.. "shi hui!! ur mom's here!!" then she was like.. oh.. then i go bak first la.. so we all said goodbye and continued again.. my mom then called and told me to go to the side of the park to get the stuff from her so i dragged shu yi wit me.. lucky i did coz there was 2 big plastic bags.. one wit lanterns and another wit junk food.. the there was another tupperware wit sloppy joes.. weeee.. then we brought them bak the the lil pondok next to the basketball court and i was screaming at everyone else to come over.. then they did and we ate.. rested for abit then we went to play basketball again.. then by that time it was dark already.. and shu yi was like complaining that she wanted to play candles.. so we went bak and took out the candles and lanterns to play.. as usual we lighted around the playground but it was sooo darn hard coz the wind kept blowing the candles out.. but shu yi managed to light her lantern and i did mine too later on.. so we hung them on the playground and took pics.. then after that me and shu yi took a walk around the park... came bak then shu yi met wit her friends... so me, chee yuet and pei yi started playing with the candles.. we were supposed to make a basketball chape wit the candles.. but we dint have enough so we made a happy face instead..

and i figured that the happy face looked like the friendster logo.. XDD anyway.. after that we were goin to play basketball again.. and then these group of 3 guys which who knows are how old asked us if we wanted to play game.. so we said okay.. and we had 4 ppl so we said 4 on 3 coz they were guys.. so then they agreed and we played... i was so happy coz i shot in bout 4 3-point balls and chee yuet was like telling me why couldn i play like this in the competition.. so i was like.. I KNOW!!! DATS THAT DARN PROBLEM!! anyway.. we were leading but in the end the guys caught up coz we were too afraid to go close to them to defend.. so eventually we stopped playing and shu yi went home.. i might have messed up on wat happened that night.. we actually played basketball wit the guys first THEN we made the happy face wit the candles.. XDD.. sorry!! anyway its picture time!

ICantSayI'mOverYou.ButIWishIWas.

Tagged By Belinda

2008-09-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

3 Golden Rules. state 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself. The people I tag are to then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.. No tag backs!

1)I Love Black
2)I have a habit of staying up late
3)I want to dye a small bunch of my hair purple or blue when i'm older
4)i love basketball *duhh..*
5) i cant sit still unless i'm daydreaming
6) i'm lazy
7) i'm glad i have friends like Abel and Sandy Tey.. and also Xin Yin.
8) i like my straight hair
9)I dont like being alone in a crowded place
10) i want to blog but i'm lazy to type out everything
11) i LOVE taking pictures!
12) hate ppl who follow everything i do or say
13) hate ppl screaming in my hear for no good reason
14) i dont like ppl who break my heart wit a stupid reason
15) i hate falling in love wit someone who doesn even care abt me!

I tag:
rochel unnie, winnie dongsaeng

IMissYou.

Tagged By Wan Ee

2008-09-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves..

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

depends on wat he did and how bad it is. but if it was bad.. i would be really sad.. maybe furious.. but i'd most likely just be sad..

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
well.. its for me to know. and for u to find out. =D

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
errr.. Belinda's??

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
drag my mom to adelaide to see my sis, and drag my sis bak wit us.. =D

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
well.. depends on who and which best friend that is.. XDD

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone of course. i think.

7. How long would you intend to wait for the person you love?
depending on how much that person means to me, and wat he has done for me.

8. What were you doing when you were falling down?
i would usually automatically lock my arms together or stretch them out to block any bad impact, and for some reason i would shut my eyes.

9. If there anything that has made you extremely happy?
there hasn been a time like that for quite some time.. but yeah there was one morning, at the park. but that time will never come again and i know that. and i'm sure of it.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
falling in love with someone who doesn love you; getting hurt by someone you love, finding out something u wish u had never heard, and watching the one you love, love someone else.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years?
i dont know, probably working or studying i guess.. but probably regretting alot of things.

12. Who are currently the most important peoples to you?
my family and friends.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
holds her friend too close and easily gets betrayed and hurt, cries too much, weird, funny, fun, a good friend, reliable?? and craves attention?? XDD Dont Kill Me, Its True!

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single but rich, having someone you love isn worth it if you both suffer, being single and rich means that you can spend time wit family and friends and help them financially.

15. Would you give it all in a relationship?
i did, he dint give me his all. but yes i would, if the relationship was worth it all..

16. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
try to stay awake, then turn on the music on my phone and roll around my bed.. XDD

17. If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one who is a better person and who i know will always stay with me no matter wat.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing, someone has done?
depending on who that person is and wat that person did. but even so.. forgiving is one thing, but forgetting is another.

19. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
depends if who that person is and if he is willing to spend time wit me and love me without a doubt. but being single might be better sometimes.

20. List 5 people to tag.
1) Pearl-Lyn
2) Abel Tey
3) Mr Patrick
4) eLLe (michelle)
5) Nadia Esham

YouHurtMeWithoutKnowingIt.ButIBetYouDon'tEvenCare.

Smiles

2008-08-12T22:34:00.001+08:00

Forced to smile,
so they won't worry about me,
have to keep everything in,
to hide it from them.

when i'm alone,
i let everything out,
and cry if it is worth it,
they don't know how it feels,
but they act as though they do.

i don't blame them,
coz they're just trying to help,
i really appreciate it,
but one of them just gets too close,
its like she cant leave me alone.

its like she would die if she dint talk to me,
it scares me,
but i cant tell her,
i dont have the guts to,
and i dun wanna hurt her by telling her,
but still, when all this is going through my head,
its locked away once more,
when i meet my friends.

furthermore, when i see him,
i cant help but Smile.

It's Over

2008-08-11T20:56:00.000+08:00

I knew it was coming,
my feelings never changed,
but i knew his did,
my friends told me to hang on,
coz we all knew i would regret it,
if i broke up.

i found out wat was true,
or so i heard,
another friend told me to ask him,
and so i did, and so he explained his reason,
i figured out wat he had said and realized,
wat a sweet and caring guy he was.

but it ended that night,
i knew it was coming,
but i also knew it was best for both of us.
so i let it happen, i agreed it wasn't working out,
and so it ended.

i got a phone call,
from a friend, and i told her wat happened,
and i started to cry,
realizing that wat happened was real,
i slowly started to accept it that night,
and i never cried again.

he had promised to be good friends,
and i was okay with that.

i feel better now,
but not entirely over him.
i still have feelings for him,
whether he knows it or not,
i'm just gonna keep it quiet,
because its all over now,
and i can't do anything about it.

except for admiring him from far,
and now i'm bak to where i started from,
bak to being strangers,
who only talk when there is something to be said,
and not as friends who are close,
or even to be called friends.

but we still look at each other as friends,
we did take a step forward,
i dare to look at him in the face now,
maybe.. i can call him a friend now,
and i'm happy for wat happened.

i changed for the better,
because of him,
i didn't thank him for it,
well, maybe i should thank him in my heart,
where he will always be.

He Will Always Be A Memory In My Heart,
I Know I Will Never Forget Him,
And I'm Thankful To Have Met Him
And Be Able To Call Him My Friend.

- яάсћзґ

Not In The Mood

2008-08-11T20:36:00.000+08:00

this is a song i like. it's got meaning and is nice.. although hard for me to sing to coz quite high pitched XD.. but it really is quite nice.. or maybe its just coz i haven been in the mood that i need songs like this to cheer me up?? oh well..

I open my eyes the world seems a different place,
The colours are brighter and the air is sweet to taste.
see it's like I woke up from a nightmare that tied me down,
I smothered and trapped inside a sleep way underground.

Its time I learned to fall,
To say the word goodbye.
To feel the sunlight on my face,
Maybe that means...

I'm ready to fly,
I wanna breathe in and breathe out and be who I am,
Let go of fear wanna feel alive.
I'm ready to fly,
The more that you hold me back you set me free,
You help my heart decide..
Maybe I'm, maybe I'm ready to fly.

Where is your faith, where is your love for me?
Why do you fight the things I imagine in my dreams?
See the poison is strong, an addiction is tough to break.
But love is the hardest thing I have ever had to shake.

Its time to break these chains,
To look you in the eye,
To tell you that its over now,
Maybe that means...

I'm ready to fly,
I wanna breathe in and breathe out and be who I am,
Let go of fear wanna feel alive.
I'm ready to fly,
The more that you hold me back you set me free,
You help my heart decide..
Maybe I'm, maybe I'm I'm ready to fly.

Give me the strength to walk away
Give me the strength to stay the road ahead
Even if it's a lonely place.
Give me the hope to mend this heart
Give me the chance to see love smile, smile again
To see love smile..

Its time I learned to fall,
To say the word goodbye.
To feel the sunlight on my face,
Maybe that means...

Chorus
I'm ready to fly,
I wanna breathe in and breathe out and be who I am,
Let go of fear wanna feel alive.
I'm ready to fly,
The more that you hold me back you set me free,
You help my heart decide..
Maybe I'm, maybe I'm I'm ready to fly

Admiral Cup 3/8/08

2008-08-10T16:52:00.000+08:00

fine.. its already a full week since the end of the competition.. and yeah i know.. its kinda late to post it now but oh well.. anyway.. that day i told abt 5 of the girls to be in skul by 9.30 so that we could go hunting for usj 12 coz its the first time my mom is goin there and she is fetching a few of us.. so then lydia's car is comin later and just to be on the safe side we left early just in case the game was pushed forward or something and if lydia got lost we could still have 5 players to start.. and it turns out that we were there quite early thou.. and that morning my mom bought LOADS of food.. mostly cake and bread.. something light to keep us going through the day la..

by the time we got there the boys JUST finished their game.. wat "great" timing we had huh?? anyway they had lost to gombak and seemed quite dissapointed but they did end up laughing so i dont think it had THAT bad of an impact on them la.. later on they walked out of the skul and who knows where they went.. then us girls were left in skul and we eventually started wandering around and xin yin was emo-ing again.. god knows why but she did come up with some strategies and all.. i couldn care less to listen coz i was abit blur.. i suppose its too early in the morning to play basketball?? XDD.. anyway i roughly got it and after that we ate abit and listened to songs and had some fun la..

then it was our turn and we had to play against usj 8.. the score was very close.. coach as usual drove me nuts coz he wouldn let me out for long.. =.=.. but at the end of the game we won!! 26-20.. =D and so we got into the finals.. hehe... but u gotta admit.. if u were there u would say that the usj 8 team was very good... but somehow at the end of the game their capt sprained her ankle BAD.. but she played VERY WELL!! after the game we sat down and the usj 8 capt walked past us and we were all asking how she was and she said she was alright.. we all clapped for her good performance and her friend which was helping her walk properly clapped along too.. =)..

so we once again went crazy after that and start goin nuts with my camera again.. we took quite random pics while jackie and wen xia took off their hairbands and started posing and went into their crazy mood.. and i mean CRAZY!! after that we all got tired and i put on my head phones to listen to music and i lied down on Xin Yin while she lied down on the floor.. and when i started talking she would be laughing saying it tickled her.. eventually i started laughing and she started screaming at me to get off... HAHA!! i love her man!! =3..

later on it was our turn to play and so we went to the court and started our warm-ups and everything.. and our next game was against catholic.. AGAIN.. and Xin Yin played so damn freakin well man!!! she actually dribbled past 4 ppl who were standing in 3 rows to block her way.. but she managed to pass thru them saying "whoa!" each time.. OMG SHE IS SOO DAMN FREAKIN CUTE MAN!!! and the amazing and cool thing is that she can still do her lay-up and the ball goes in!! i sooo envy her laa!!

but at the end of the game.. we lost again.. just like MSSD we also lost to catholic.. the score was 20 something to 18.. i forgot.. hehe.. sry.. but we got second anyway so YAY!! HAHA..

after the finals we went to sit near the court and then coach dint really say much la.. he told us to rest and wait for the boys game to finish and get our medals.. but some of us had to go home early so they left with lydia.. and so they left 6 of us which were me, Xin yin, Foong Yan, Edalene, Shi Hui And Wen Xia.. we took our medals and had to take pictures at the same time too.. after that wen xia followed her mom home and the rest followed my car.. we got our vouchers too.. each of us get abt RM 130 for us players alone not counting the teacher's and coach's part.. and so we reached skul at 8 p.m and i went home.. okay so here are some of the pics from that day.. =D

Tagged By Pearl-Lyn.. XD

2008-08-09T19:10:00.000+08:00

hey people!! its been quite some time since i've touched my blog so sorry.. i'll post up some more pics of the Admiral Competition soon.. i hope.. oh well bye for now.. =D

Answer the questions below, do a Google Image search with your answer, take a picture from the first page of results, and do it with minimal words of explanation. Tag 5 other people to do the same once you’ve finished answering every question.

1. The age you’ll be on your next birthday:
fourteen.. XD

2. A place you'd like to travel to:
Tokyo, Japan.. =D

3. Your favourite place:
on the basketball court where i can be with the people i love and at least be able to let some of my worries leave me alone for that time..
i'm stressed up and worried most of the time, but with my friends while i'm doing something i love.. i somehow feel relaxed..

4.Your favourite food:
skittles! XD
Bite size sweet sensation.. =D
5. Your favourite pet:
MALTESE!!! =3

6. Your favorite color combination:
anything with the colour black.. XP

7. Your favourite piece of clothing:
any shirts with messy patterns, low rise jeans and for formal wear, black dresses..

the pattern is something like this..
8. Your all-time favourite song:
Chris Brown- Forever

Colby Odonis ft. Akon-What you got(accoustic Version)
9. Your favourite TV show:
Scrubs

10. First name of your significant other/crush:
Take A Wild Guess..

11. The town you live in:
KL

12. Your dream job:
If Possible.. A Backup Dancer?? XD

13. A bad habit you have:
I Think Negatively Too Much..

14. Your worst fear:
Losing Someone I Hold Dear To Me..
15. The one thing you'd like to do before you die:
Find The Right Guy That I Love And Loves Me For What I Am And Nothing More..

I Tag:
Belinda. Nadia. Joan. Vi Ki. Winnie Dongsaeng!!

- яάсћзґ

Photos From Competition 19/07/08

2008-07-23T10:50:00.000+08:00

-яάсћзґ

~Admiral Cup~

2008-07-22T09:43:00.000+08:00

Sry ppl.. lately i havent got the time to post up anything much so i'm just gonna cut short of wat has happened since my last post..
my dad came bak and so did my sis.. on the same night and so i've been quite bz and my internet has been taken by my sis.. and i've also been goin out alot lately so i'm rarely at home..

okay.. now its abt my recent competition on sat last week..
our first game was against SRJK(C) Yu Hua.. lydia being the stupid one said that it was gonna be so easy coz the players were short.. and i was telling her that short ppl play better than she does.. and true enough.. we only ended up winning the game by 1 point.. 18-17 and our coach wasn really helping either.. we dint have much of a strategy.. the trainings before the game was just running and doin phyisical crap.. oh well.. throughout the wholee game he was screaming his head off and we only won coz Xin Yin shot her 3 pointer and it saved us!!! THANKS CHOO!!! haha.. anyway after that we went crazy.. i took off my jc and of course i was wearing a shirt inside.. then we went to an empty space at the skul then jackie and wen xia suddenly started doing splits and jackie as usual doin her cart wheels.. then coach came and once again started scolding us sayin that we couldn beat subang utama which was our next match.. and he started scolding me, chee yuet and wen xia.. ONLY the 3 of us.. geezz... he said i wasn tough enough to go and snatch the ball.. and that chee yuet wasn doing something and that wen xia wasn shooting properly.. anyway after that he let us go and watch the subang utama game coz of choo.. MAN SHE'S GETTING ON MY NERVES!!! watever..

only choo was watching the subang utama game coz the rest of us climbed up a hill and started taking sooo many pics.. after that we started warming up and then our match started.. and we were so happily laughing while playing.. and we were also using the strategy that choo gave us before the match.. and we were laughing and playing and at the end of the game we won 28- 4 i think that was abt the score.. :D

if ya'll wanna see the photos come see my friendster.. i have another match on sunday and its the semi finals and so on.. and so the next post will be all photos and the story bout sunday's match..

-яάсћзґ

Jogathon

2008-07-06T14:11:00.000+08:00

okay.. today was the jogathon and i woke up at 6.30 on a saturday morning... erghh... got ready and went to skul by 7.15 and met chee yuet and the others.. went to the basketball court to get my class attendance and get my number pinned on.. after that Maju members went to 4 Keruing to dump our bags and stuff.. then went bak to the pavillion to line up in categories to start the race.. us girls was the third batch and when they called us up we all went to the starting line.. me, xin yin, edalene, shi hui, and some others which i forgot who were all behind..and when they blew the horn we all started running.. but the group of us behind were jogging and were also last.. and once we got to the skul gate.. the stupid thing was that everyone started walking.. and so me and xin yin took every oppurtunity to get in front.. we actually went off the walkway just to get pass a few ppl and get ahead.. so everyone else was left behind.. eventually i also got left behind coz my stomach couldn take it and xin yin just kept on running non-stop.. i started walking.. and when we went up hill.. i tried my best to keep up with the rest.. but still it was too hard!! then after we reached the shell station after kayu ara.. i started jogging downhill.. after that i started walking all the way bak to skul coz my stomach hurt in 3 different places.. and it was KILLING ME!! once i saw the skul and was closer to the gate i ran for my life to get to the finish line and drop dead on the carpark next to Wan Hsin.. later on Edalene came and so did Wan Ee.. by that time i had already got up and tried to walk it off.. then Wan Ee saw that my face was really pale and that my legs were cramping up and how i looked like i was gonna collapse and die any moment.. she made me sit down and then i started to cool off abit.. i saw a missed call and smsed whoevers phone it was sainy g"You Called?"
then he called again and it was Puochuin.. he asked if i was running and when we were gonig to mamak.. i asked Wan Ee and she said she dint really know.. coz it really depended if we could get out of skul or not.. so i told him we'll see and he said to sms to that number the info..

eventually we decided to leave around 10.45 or so and meet up wit the guys there.. we did la.. the guys and girls somehow pakat and left one seat next to me and sat everywhere else.. to make Puochuin sit next to me.. and i couldn really do much.. so he really dint have much of a choice.. =.=.. anyway.. the guys somehow tot of a really stupid and crazy idea just to go sit somewhere else.. then Wan Ee just got up and took their drinks over to our table.. then Puochuin moved from my left to my right.. but he was still next to me.. =.=.. well.. i dont blame him.. if he dint.. Wan Ee would go nuts.. so then my mom called and said that she would be coming to pick me up wit my aunt and cousins in bout 20 mins or so..and then Wan Ee sat next to me and was practically banging her head on my shoulder coz me and Puochuin werent talking watsoever.. eventually he asked me when i was goin bak and i was saying in bout 20 mins or so.. and he just stared at me blankly.. then later on he asked again if they were coming to the mamak to pick me and i was like yeah..

later on the guys all wanted to leave AGAIN.. and puochuin dragged on of the guys down and told him to stay... then he told the rest of the guys to wait first coz i was going home soon.. i was shocked at hearing that but in a way.. he is a good guy.. HAHA.. so then when the girls wanted to pay they dint have enough money so i just took out my wallet and gave it to wan ee.. then when i turned around i saw my aunt's Naza there.. i jumped up saying that i had to leave.. i grabbed my wallet and then puochuin said bye and i said bye then ran to the car.. my aunt was like saying.. "waaahhh.. so many boys hor..." i just kept quiet... XD.. i tot i was going to die!!

and the weird thing is that after that we went to eat and went to cineleisure to watch hancock.. and throughout the whole day i was wearing my Maju shirt and long pants.. and i saw Dj students there.. i was like *OH CRAP!!* but i couldn do anything bout it.. and hancock was quite nice.. =D

-яάсћзґ-

Saturday Morning Fun

2008-06-28T16:33:00.001+08:00

okay.. today i had told a few girls to meet me at sandy park in the morning.. so then i woke up at 7 and couldn sleep anymore.. i eventually woke up at 7.30 and started gettin ready... i tied up my hair and got my stuff ready and all.. then i waited for my mom.. she wanted to fetch me there.. so when i got there i went to look for wan ee.. and then she was apparently shocked?? and then i saw shi hui and wan hsin.. so then we chatted for abit and then wan hsin said that we should jog for abit and stretch.. but we ended up walking and talking anyway.. we did stretch abit.. and sat down to talk somemore.. then i told wan hsin we should go bak to the court.. and on the way bak we saw chee yuet and pei yi.. they said that wan ee told them to tell us to go bak and play.. so we did la.. then i just got my phone out and once more we ended up sitting at the small resting place listening to music on my phone.. and then i was screaming at wan ee saying that i wanted to play.. so then she asked puochuin and then he said after this game.. so we waited.. and we decided to go sit at the court coz we were kinda like left out.. so we went to sit.. and the court make watever made contact wit the floor turn orange.. which really sucked..coz i was wearing black pants and shi hui was wearing red pants.. we just sat down.. and wan hsin took Jun wei's shoes and sat on it.. then chee yuet and pei yi just stood there.. and then wan hsin was like mad coz they were standing.. so she gave them the shoes to sit on and wan hsin found a plastic bag.. but chee yuet and pei yi dint end up sittin on the shoes.. so wan hsin took the shoes and tore up the plastic bag for both of them to sit.. then only did they sit..

so we started chattin.. then after some time the guys let us play.. i was too afraid to go after the ball coz i was freakin scared of the guys!! so i just stoned there... HAHA.. besides.. my team had like 5 girls against 4 guys.. so if i just sat there it wouldn make a dif.. hehe.. after that i got hungry, so did chee yuet and wan ee.. then after that game we played for a while more then we left the park to go to Syed Abu near Atria.. the 3 guys that were still there walked the opposite direction.. i put my headphones on and we all walked together.. but on the way there i think wan ee short-circuited or something coz she started walking in the middle of the road.. wan hsin was used to it but i was begging her to come bak.. and then wan hsin just told me that the more i say it the more she'll do it..

anyway.. when we reached atria and walking to the mamak.. a friend called and then jackie demanded to know who it was.. and just to make me tell her.. she started throwing the basketball at me from behind.. and at that time we were already at 7-11... she eventually did stop and i also did tell her.. after eating we decided to go bak to sandy park and play abit more..

BUT.. me and wan hsin dint play.. instead we sat at the swings and started chatting.. i told her the probs in my life and she told me hers.. and the rest were at the court playing.. every now and then wan ee will be shouting at us asking if we were done talking... obviously.. we werent.. we got there around 11 or so and chatted till around 12.. then only did me and wan hsin decide to start to play.. so we did.. for a while.. then everybody crashed at my hse.. all 6 of them.. wan hsin went straight to the kitchen to wash her hands and i started getting out 7 cups and wan hsin started getting the ice.. then we started filling them up and giving them around... i went to on the tv and fan in the living room and told everyone to sit on the floor.. coz most of our butts were orange coz of the court.. then we all sat there chatting.. except for wan ee... she was sitting somewhere else dont know wat the hell she's doing wit her phone... but she dint come over till it was time for her and wan hsin to go home.. so then i just took my camera and took loads of pics and they left.. anwyay.. i'll just cut it short now.. after they left i brought down the DBSK dvd for chee yuet to watch.. then they left around 2.30 or so.. anyway i'm just gonna post up pics noww..

I just LOVE this pic!

Anti-dadah Week

2008-06-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

okay.. library week was just last week.. and now its anit-dadah week.. and wat a great way to start off the week by finding out that my skul hall's stage was burnt down.. and cause of that we had to have our assembly at around 4 or 5 at the pavillion near the field.. and once we were told to sit down.. our butts immediately started to feel the burn.. HAHA.. but i was lucky i was wearing my baju kurung so it covered up my legs and all so it wasn THAT bad.. and they had a drama for anti dadah week.. as usual our hilarious prefect, Daniel Ong joined the drama.. and we all ended up laughing like mad of course.. XP..

anyway... on tuesday i went for basketball club as usual.. and its the only co-curricular activity that i NEVER miss.. and then Wea Hong, our coach told us to do under basket AGAIN.. and after that he let us play a few games.. and then he told me to go to his car and get a form for a competition in July.. and he told me to photcopy it and give it to the boys.. edalene told me she'd help me do it so i gave the paper to her.. then i think it was the same day gua.. i went to see pn ainis to get the MSSD money.. then when we got there pn ainis asked me if i wanted to be referee... and since i also dint write my name down for the inter house basketball match i just wrote my name.. and coz we needed 4 refs.. we asked edalene too.. so we wrote down her name also.. then after that teacher told me to ask around who wanted to be referee while i went to give out the money..so i did.. but most of the time i forgot.. XP... i eventually just asked puo chuin to go and look for 2 other guys coz he himself is gonna be one.. and also eddie.. anyway i'm too lazy right now to get all detailed bout the stuff that happened on that day..

anyway on the day of the inter house game.. i got to skul by 7.20 and i was like.. *shit i'm late!!* i ran to the basketball court to find out i was still okay.. then Cik Madiana came and then gave edalene the stopwatch and a whistle.. while another 4 refs had to share one whistle... and there were 3 guys and 1 girl.. 3 guys = Puochuin, Eddie And Jia Kai.. 1 girl= ME!! eventually i was like asking edalene to lend me her whistle so that i wouldn really have to take the guys one... so she did.. and i told her to walk up and tell one of the refs in the game that it was goin to be time..so she did.. at first i had to ref 2 games wit Jia Kai and i swear that guy is HOPELESS!! halfway thru the game i actually saw him holding 2 pieces of watermelon and eating it wor!!! i felt like shouting at him.. but i had to watch the game properly coz that guy wasn helping watsoever.. i just told puochuin after that that i dint want to be wit jia kai coz he aint doin nothin.. so then puochuin just told me that he would go wit me the next round.. then coz i couldn do anything bout it i eventually did have to share whistle wit the guys... *ewwwwww* but i had no choice.. i did constantly wipe it thou.. haih.. well i dint blow the whistle at all coz i was too afraid to blow the wrong foul.. so i left it all up to puochuin most of the time.. and well throughout the whole morning i'd just blow the whistle when it was out.. and that was bout it.. towards the end of the guys finals puochuin suddenly came up to me and told me that i dint blow the whistle at all.. and i was like telling him that i was too afraid to blow the wrong thing.. and he just told me "nevermind wan la!" i was like.. SWT!!

anyway kai yee gave me the T-shirts saying "i was too cute to be a cheerleader, so now i play basketball" and another one saying "If it doesn't matter whether you win or lose, then why have a scoreboard" and i had to give them out before skul.. and it was so hard to hold 12 shirts.. they were in plaztic and constantly kept sliding off... erghh.. anyway i still have one wit me now and it is Pearly's.. and i haven given it to her yet... and.. i'd just like to say one thing.. That Thursday Was The Best Day of MY LIFE!!

~яάсћзґ~

Library Week

2008-06-21T21:35:00.000+08:00

i cant believe i'm actually saying this but I LOVE LIBRARY WEEK!! it was really fun!!.. at the beginning of the week i had to do a fashion show.. and as i've said in previous posts.. for both sessions.. for the morning session i looked really weird.. but okay la.. a friend, Brandon who is form 3 said he was laughing like mad when he saw me on stage.. and he was right.. he IS lucky that i dint see him.. *grrrr*.. so much for encouragement man..

anyway for the afternoon session part.. i went to skul at bout 11 somethin.. and then went to the library.. and i was just walking around there.. then pn monica told me to go into her office and ask violet if i need any more make-up or anything... then i went in and she told me to sit down and then she started putting on blue eye shadow.. then i dont know how many other colours she added on.. and at the end of it i looked like a ghost.. the make-up on my eyes was sooo heavy.. and its was really smoky.. it was purple-ish grey.. and was EVERYWHERE anyway then she put on dark blue eye liner for me and put on another coat of blush..

after that grace was saying that she needed to do something with my hair coz it was quite plain.. so then i went out to the toilet to wipe off some smudged eye liner.. then when i came bak i went bak into the office in the library and then after a while grace told me to go and get my comb which was downstairs.. so i dragged Edalene down with me.. then i ran to the Gazebo at the canteen and everyone was staring at me.. i was like RUNNING in my heels to get my stuff and get outta there.. then there was this 2 pengawas walking the opposite way that i was going.. both were my primary friends.. one of them stopped and was stoning and staring at me.. the other one BOWED TO ME!!! that girl only realized it when the other girl which was stunned shouted my name.. then the one who bowed was like.. THAT WAS RACHEL!?!?! i just laughed and ran bak to the library..

when i got there i went bak to the office and then grace started playing around with my hair thinking bout how to put it.. then they just ended up taking abit of hair from my right and left side.. twirl it and then clip it together.. when i looked in the mirror i loked great and i was really happy.. after that we all went down to the hall and waited outside the doors.. and everyone was staring at us.. and when it was my turn grace told me to stop and wait for the music to change.. and cause i had to wait my heart was pumping so darn fast.. and eventually she signaled me to go.. and when i walked in there was this group of guys at one end of the hall.. and THEY WERE CHEERING!!?!?!?! i couldn believe it.. but i ended up laughing throughout the whole time i was walking.. just before i reached the door to get out of the runway i just let my mask down and started laughing.. i bet my face was even more red with the blush on.. anyway.. when i went on stage to pose while waiting for the rest.. i saw that Jun Lay was there.. and he's always the guy that tells me that i'm pretty and crap like that.. and i'd normally just tell him to shut up... and that guy was sitting right in front of the runway.. AHHH!!! i was happy that they supported me but.. yet.. embarrassed coz the whole boys team was in that corner.. XD T__T.. oh well..

On tuesday i bumped into eddie and he asked me if i was the one in red during the fashion show the day before.. and i just said yeah and then walked off.. i regreted doing that coz i still wanted to know wat else he would say thou.. T_T buuuuu... well i cant do anything bout it now.. *haih*.. anyway..

on friday i had to replace Edalene for the amazing race.. and coz of that i got home from tuition at 11.. and went bak to skul at 11.45.. and then once i got to skul i went to buy my lunch coz i haven eaten yet.. and then i asked Alicia (my amazing race teammate) where belinda was coz in hald an hour's time we were gonna have to go to the library for the amazing race and she wasn at skul yet.. so i just ate and started walking around the canteen for abit coz the canteen was really empty.. and it was a friday.. i was at skul by 12 when skul starts at 2.. anyway later on belinda came and i was like pointing at her going to ask her why she wasn wearing her pj clothes yet and she already knew wat i was going to say and she told me she was going to change..

anyway i dun wanna type too much already.. and i'll just jump straight to the amazing race.. coz i ate before it started and we had to run around the while skul.. my stomach was killing me.. and eventually we won first place and got 2 coupons.. one from KFC and another from Domino's.. i'll get more detailed into in my next post.. its already midnight right now.. XP bye bye~~

~RacheL~

Humiliation. Embarrassment.

2008-06-14T22:20:00.000+08:00

okay.. the fashion show is on monday and i just came bak from skul coz i had to practice how to cat walk and pose or watever.. right now i REALLY regret joining it.. but i cant back out now.. and it IS worth a shot.. i guess.. oh well.. i'm like so freakin nervous right now.. and that stupid Nigel Teh aint helping.. he's the head librarian *i think* and everytime any1 of us walk on the runway.. he will walk beside and start commenting us and also kacau us.. and its like.. soo weird walking with a guy next to me bugging me.. its like sooo embarrassing!! and i have now idea how to pose or ANTYHING!! and we have to pose like 4 times.. and we have to do it twice.. 1 for morning and another for afternoon session.. GAHHHH!!!! i'm gonna die!!! D-I-E!!!! T__T.. i dont know wat to dooooooooo!!!!! and the worst thing is... my friends are sooo gonna laugh at me.. either that or they are gonna come and bug me when i get bak to class after that.. WAHHHHHHH!!!! Kill me Now.. it saves me all the pain!!! erghhhhhhh~~ and even worse than that is.... JOYCE is gonna come to see.. and i THINK my coach is comin too... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont wanna do it!!!!

~Rachel~

Wedding Dinner 07/06/08

2008-06-08T14:41:00.000+08:00

hey i'll tell u that u HAVE to read these 2 posts :"Emi's Blog" and "DBSK ~Intro~" they are so far my bests posts.. and of course.. all abt DBSK.. =3

okay so i went for a wedding dinner last night and it was my dad's friend's wedding.. and my mom only knew 1 family there.. and the mother of the bride only saw me 12 years ago.. and that was when i was abt half a year old... and so i dont remember her.. then my mom took me to see Mr and Mrs Ang.. *not my tuition teacher* and their 2 daughters Vern Lynn and Vern Yen.. they too only saw me when i was only like 1 or 2 years old.. and when my sis was abt 12.. so then we just sat down and my mom started talking.. then since they were talking across the table and it was quite hard to hear wat each other were saying.. so then Vern Yen moved to my right and Vern Lynn to my left.. so i was like.. shoot.. i dont really know them.. wat am i gonna do?? and i felt so embarrassed and nervous around ppl i dont really know at all.. but eventually i started talking to Vern Yen.. coz according to her mom she is a tomboy.. and my mom also agreed that i was the same.. LOL.. so we just started talking and all.. but the thing is.. Vern Yen is 6 years older than me and Vern Lynn is.. abt 9-10 years older..

while we were eating the abalone.. we were like staring at it when it came.. and then Vern Yen started laughing asking.. "how to eat?" and then we were looking around the table watching how other ppl ate it.. so we just picked up the knife and fork and started cutting it.. the next dish was noodles.. and by that time Vern Yen was so full that she dint eat it at all.. and the waiter just came and took it away.. then we all started laughing.. BUT.. there was still dessert.. then there were sesame balls that came.. so we all waited until everyone at the table got their plate.. then Vern Yen took the first bite.. then she was like frozen.. i was staring at her.. then Vern Lynn said "ignore her" so then i took my first bite.. i immediatly covered my mouth coz of the really strong bitter taste.. and then Vern Yen And Vern Lynn were laughing.. basically all 3 of us were laughing.. then Vern Yen put her second piece on Vern Lynn's plate.. then they were abt to give it to their father coz he hasn gotten his plate yet.. but just at that time the waiter just put their dad's plate in front of him.. so Vern Lynn put it back.. and so we all left it there for the waiter to take it.. my mom said that they put in smashed up cockroaches.. *BLEK* anyway after that they gave us some soup or something in a coconut.. we drank it and Vern Lynn dranked until the coconut was completely empty... and then Vern Yen started taking pics of them posing with the empty coconut.. i just sat there laughing and smiling.. =.=.. then after that we sat around chit-chatting for a while.. i was glad that i at least started talking to them.. *phew*.. anyway after that i started snapping pics of the 2 sisters and then Vern Yen said to take one together so i told my mom to help us take one.. and then Vern Yen started saying that i'm the tallest there.. i just laughed coz i hear that alot and that i dont ever know wat to say to that.. XP.. anyway PICTURE TIME

2 Week Hols

2008-06-08T14:31:00.000+08:00

okay.. for the first week i just stayed at home.. did my tuition hw.. go online and then i watched 3 movies in 4 days.. which was indiana jones, ironman and narnia.. all of them were quite nice.. then that week on err... i think sunday.. i went bak to my hometown in johor with uncle CY and CHw coz we had to attend Uncle james ceremony.. which was the highlight of my hols..

i was so glad i brought my ear phones and a storybook on that trip coz throughout the whole 3 hrs my uncle dint on the radio and my lil cousin - Keegan kepy jumping up and down shouting.. which was his way of talking.. and my mom would be talking to her 2 bros in the front.. so i just plugged on my earphones and started reading my book.. and fell asleep in between too.. XP eventually we reached and i walked out of the car and started wobbling around coz i had a headache from reading in the car.. ^^

anyway when i reached there i saw that retarded dog Jackie there and i went around the other side just to get in the hse.. and when i went in i started greeting my HUGE family of aunties and uncles.. and of course my "popo" then i dragged all my stuff in and then went to find my other cousin that lives with my grandmother and that day she had a fever so she dint go out wit ANOTHER 3 cousins of mine..

anyway for the rest of the day we just played the ps 2 that my cousins brought until monday morning.. we all woke up and abt 7.. actually i wasn supposed to wake up until later.. but since i slept next to the window upstairs.. i woke up and the sun was shining on me so i just woke up... but it was basically my uncle's phone that was vibrating that woke me up.. then i just got out of bed coz it was morning already and i knew that we had to go early.. when i walked down the SUPER STEEP stairs i saw my mom and she asked me why i woke up so early.. i just said 3 words.. "???" my mom knew ABIT of mandarin so i just said that and my aunt that ONLY KNEW CHINESE was laughing... and at that time my eyes were still tiny and i was still holding on to the wall so i wouldn fall or anything.. i eventually just washed up, got changed and was forced to eat something.. so i just ate wat i always do.. bread.. BHAHA.. yeah i always eat plain bread when i got ntg else to eat or when i dont have much of an apetite.. and as most of u shd know.. i dont eat breakfast.. the only time that i did was when i used to go for morning training under chai lao shi.. and since that is long gone i dont eat at all.. even in dj i dont eat anything till after the training..

anyway.. we were all eating and walking around waiting for a few more ppl to get ready and some to wake up.. and then we noticed that we were late coz it was already 8 and we were supposed to be at the temple BY 8.. so we all just got into the car and drove there.. when we got there we went to the bak of the temple to see the HUGE hse that we were going to burn for my uncle.. and it really was big and it had all that he ever needed in it.. there was a plasma tv.. 3 cars with drivers.. ASTRO.. a handphone... credit card, passport.. right down to a house phone.. everything that all of us have and MORE.. after admiring the hse.. we went bak to the front of the temple and prayed. then went bak to the back..

not long after that we started the ceremony.. the first one lasted abt 15-20 mins.. and we had to kneel on the floor and if the nuns in front of us bow.. we have to follow.. my older cousin-Ming Sern was the special one for the day coz since my uncle's son, Jason couldn be there Ming sern had to take over coz he has the same surname and he is the oldest one there.. and it must be a guy.. so he is a REALLY REALLY BIG sized cousin.. biggest in my family.. after a while we put our jossticks in front of my uncle's picture.. then we went to sit down at the tables nearby.. then my aunt dumped all the praying papers on the table and told us to fold.. so all the girls sat around and started folding then into those olden time money.. those big golden ones?? well u shd get wat i mean.. and there was really ALOT.. then once the jossticks that we burned before finish.. we have to pray again.. we prayed 8 times that day from morning till evening and bowed 22 times for 22 gods to come down and guide my uncle to heaven.. and there was one time that the praying lasted abt 1 hour.. and Ming Sern was kneeling in front of me.. (we all kneeled in 3 rows) and coz it took soo long.. his legs couldn take all the weight that he had.. so he would shift left and right and put his arm on his brother to balance.. and his brother was the exact opposite of him.. their height was abt the same but his brother was SUPER SKINNY!! and the day after that his brother's knees skin was peeling.. *blek* anyway coz we had to bow and since ming sern kept moving around he dint know that he was moving backwards.. and when we bowed we had to stand up and pray once.. then kneel and bow.. and coz all our legs were pretty numb.. we couldn stand properly.. and ming sern lost balanced and ALMOST fell bak and he could've just flattened me.. and the other thing is that since he was so close to me.. when i bow i'd just nearly miss burning his back.. even when i was sitting down i'd almost burn him already..

but throughout the whole day Ming Sern would always be poking me or something.. when i was younger he would always catch me and drag me onto his huge belly to tickle me crazy.. but now he doesn do that anymore but he still pokes me.. =.=.. but i don really mind.. coz since on my mom's side there are VERY VERY few guys.. having him bully me and all would be like having an older brother i never had.. and he's already like around 25 or so.. he's the second oldest just below Jason.. anyway at the end of the day we were all getting the papers and everything ready to burn.. and almost everytime we prayed my grandmother would be sitting there crying.. and i meant crying till she had hiccups and could be heard some distance away.. so when i saw her crying so badly.. i was abt to cry.. so i just kept looking down trying not to show it.. eventually i did stop... and then like i said we brought the plastic bags of papers and all to the back of the temple where there was this special lil place to burn it and then they carried the house into it and put the cars and everything with it.. then each of us went to the door of the place and just started throwing all the papers allowing them to fly all over everything that we were about to burn..

then they lit the fire and put it in.. and then suddenly a strong wind came and the fir burned everything within abt 10 mins.. and all the ashes was flying around.. in other words it means that my uncle was taking everything we burned.. and it made us all happy that he got it fast and was happy.. and most of my family members that were there said that the last time that we prayed the saw that my uncle's picture was shining really brightly and they say they saw his face smiling.. and also that the 2 gates to the hse were shining and the one leading in the house was opening and closing.. and for me it was so sad coz i dint see any of that.. T_T.. *i'm sorry uncle.. i was looking down most of the time..*.. well at the end of it the nun there said that my uncle had arrived there very early in the morning waiting for us to arrive.. and that he was there throughout the whole time that we were there.. and that he was watching us.. the nun told us that my uncle was very happy that we did all that for him... but wat made him sad was the fact that my grandmother was crying.. and after my grandmother heard that she dint cry again even if she wanted to coz she knew it would make him sad..

now they say that my uncle has a restaurant there and is doing very well.. he is a good cook after all.. so its good for him.. =D..

Uncle James,
i'm glad to hear that ur alright there.. and from wat i read from uncle CS's e-mail.. jason said that he heard you mumbling to Marisa to go and bathe.. lol.. its good to know ur still watching over us all.. =)

~Rachel~

DBSK ~Intro~

2008-06-06T16:10:00.000+08:00

Okay, i'm gonna start from the 1st to the 5th according by how much i like the member.. 1st being the most and 5th being the least..

i'm only doing this coz most of you ppl dont even know who is DBSK.. and the fact that i've got ntg else better to do.. =)

1)

MAX ChangMin (Youngest)
Stage Name: MAX | ChoiKang ChangMin (최강창민 or 最强昌珉)
Real Name: Shim Chang Min (심창민)
Birthdate: February 18, 1988
Birthplace: Seoul (서울 or 漢城)
Height: 186 cm
Weight: 61 kg
Blood Type: B
Hobbies: Music, singing, eating
Specialty: Singing, dancing
Position: High vocal

XIAH JunSu
Stage Name: XIAH | Xiah JunSu (시아준수 or 金俊秀)
Real Name: Kim Jun Su (김준수)
Birthdate: December 15, 1986, though his parents registered him on January 1, 1987
Birthplace: Gyeonggi (경기 or 京畿道)
Height: 178 cm
Weight: 63 kg
Blood Type: B
Hobbies: Piano, soccer
Specialty: Singing, dancing
Position: Middle high vocal

3)

U-KNOW YunHo (Leader)
Stage Name: U-KNOW | U-know YunHo (유노윤호 or 瑜允浩)
Real Name: Jung Yun Ho (정윤호)
Birthdate: February 6, 1986
Birthplace: GwangJu (광주)
Height: 184 cm
Weight: 66 kg
Blood Type: A
Hobbies: Music, reading, playing sports, composing music
Specialty: Dancing
Position: Bass vocal

4)

HERO JaeJoong (Oldest)
Stage Name: HERO | YoungWoong JaeJoong (영웅재중 or 英雄在中)
Real Name: Kim Jae Joong (김재중)
Birthdate: January 26, 1986
Birthplace: Chungnam (충남 or 忠南)
Height: 180 cm
Weight: 63 kg
Blood Type: O
Hobbies: Playing computer games, listening to music, playing the piano, composing, cooking
Specialty: Singing
Position: Main vocal

5)

MICKY YooChun (I Like His Voice)
Stage Name: MICKY | Micky YooChun (믹키유천 or 秘奇有天/秘奇有仟)
Real Name: Park Yoo Chun (박유천)
Birthdate: June 4, 1986
Birthplace: Seoul (서울 or 漢城)
Height: 180 cm
Weight: 60 kg
Blood Type: O
Hobbies: Composing music/lyrics/rap, piano, RC카 드라이빙,튜닝(RCcar driving, tuning)
Specialty: Singing, composing
Position: Middle low vocal

That's wat i know.. i read that from a website so forgive me if i'm wrong abt them.. so most of you shd know them by now.. =).. dont steal my Max then i'm alright.. *grrrr* But Overall, I Still Love All Of Them. =3

DBSK HWAITING!!

The Photos With Black Background Are From Erica Unnie
~Rachel~

Emi's Blog

2008-05-31T17:24:00.000+08:00

okay i met new friends at cassiopeia.. i got new dongsaengs (lil Sis) and Unnies(older sis) and Emi Unnie's blog has these videos that are extremely funny.. and a new song from DBSK that isn supposed to be released yet but it leaked..Thats y it sounds blur but u can roughly get how the song sounds like.. so i'm gonna post it up.. =D and its all from Emi Unnie.. THANKS!!
_~=Why Did I End Up Falling For You=~_

_~=Haptic Game=~_

_~=DBSK+SNSD Haptic Game=~_
*Xiah Looks SOOOO Cute In This One!!!

Credited To =Emi=

Blehh~~

2008-05-25T22:19:00.000+08:00

okay.. so its another week gone.. i went to skul like usual and got my results.. and so far i'm sooo glad that so far i dont think that i failed anything this time.. which is a good thing.. other than that i went for training for the first time in sooo freakin long and came home with my ankles hurting.. hehee.. and on friday i just found out that i have the fashion show rehearsal on monday, which is the day that school reopens.. BUT.. the prob is that the stoopid su lu took my dress and all and all i have is my heels.. and i need it on monday.. i tried calling her.. but then the person that picked up the phone said that she went for a camp.. i'm gonna try again tmrw or something.. if i remember that is.. i already told yik ming which is her brother and is in my class to tell her to bring my stuff on monday.. but he only told me that he will IF he remembers to tell her.. =.=.. i was like soooo KEK u knoww!!! oh well i gotta wait till tmrw laa.. sheeesh...

i've got my 3 on 3 teammate which is Belinda.. *wat the hell!?!?* i cant believe it.. its only like that coz that idiot crystal refused to switch groups to be with me... *some friend she is* grrrrrrr i cant do nething bout it now.. ARGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!

To My Dear, Uncle James.

2008-05-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

You know, i woke up this morning at my aunt's hse.. to find that the maid just came into the room to tell me that my uncle James in singapore who has been in the hospita for the past one week.. has passed away.. he had a failing liver and internal bleeding.. i thought the maid was asking if he had already passed but it sadly turned out to be that she was telling me that he had passed.. i felt so awful the whole morning.. and when i went to skul i broke down crying in front of Edalene telling her wat happened.. *i'm sorry Edalene*.. at frist i walked into the skul and edalene was saying hi to me but i dint answer till i walked up in front of her to tell her wat happened.. then she stood up and told me not to cry if not she would start crying.. after a while i did stop.. but it didn't stop me from crying inside..

for the whole day i felt soo sad but i somehow could not cry cause my mind just wouldn't accept the fact that he's gone.. so in my head.. he's still here and breathing.. i dont know why but why him!?! i know he's been smoking and all but he has a family that needs him soo badly.. his son jason which is handicapped needs him to watch over him.. and marisa now needs to get used to being independant.. and aunty mary... oh aunty mary.. she needs evenmore help.. Uncle James, i hope that from heaven u can watch over ur family and make sure they are okay.. right now.. they really need you.. and it is true.. now "I've Learned That People You Care Most About In Life Are Taken Away From You Too Soon" we will all miss you..

and i'll miss all your jokes and how you would be laughing along with us when we play blackjack during CNY.. and how u were laughing at me when u saw i had chicken pox.. and even during my birthday which was during CNY you would put extra money on my bet cause u said i had luck while playing black jack.. next year my birthday is gonna be during CNY.. but it wont be the same without you around to make it twice as fun...

In Memory Of Ong Chong Yaw

A Loving And Faithful Husband And Father,

A Loyal And Good Son,

A Loving Uncle,

An Idol To Everyone In The Family,

And An Uncle And A Friend.